07-21-2010, 03:33 AM
Well today was crazy. I was on cloud nine for most of it. Got on the train and made a bit of eye contact with a blonde, she didn't really interested. But then we're almost at my stop and this cute girl with curly hair gets on. We kind of politely smile at each other, but then we locked eyes again and smiled again, much stronger. I was buzzing after that one smile. I've never been affected like that before. I was smiling all morning and still had some positive energy later in the day. Also pretty sure girls were looking at me more or at least I felt more confident in looking at them with more confidence. It seems like too intense of a change to put it down to the sub so I'm thinking that the afformations did some work. I felt pretty good when I 'thought' my afformations.
I didn't say anything to the girl because I got off at the next stop and there were too many people. But I wrote a message in our local newspaper that has a section where you can put short messages in the hope that the person reads it. Or she may have gone to work and gushed about the amazing connection she had on the train (assuming her reaction was the same as mine) and her workmates might see the message and realise it's her. Otherwise hopefully she'll be on the train again tomorrow
I didn't say anything to the girl because I got off at the next stop and there were too many people. But I wrote a message in our local newspaper that has a section where you can put short messages in the hope that the person reads it. Or she may have gone to work and gushed about the amazing connection she had on the train (assuming her reaction was the same as mine) and her workmates might see the message and realise it's her. Otherwise hopefully she'll be on the train again tomorrow
