02-24-2013, 02:33 AM
It is an amazing feeling to be so free of my fears and anxieties. I feel as if I am likely to be almost finished with OGSF, amazingly enough!
It's also incredible what a difference it has made in how quickly I can get things done. Apparently a lot of the reason I was so slow at performing even the most basic of tasks was some form of a performance anxiety.
However, that leads in to a change in the plans that I really firmly believe needs to be made. I'm just not sure how, or even if it's necessary or if LTU and/or ESE will make the necessary changes, but I NEED to completely conquer this slow performance thing. Now. Or at least as soon as possible.
It is holding me back from accomplishing so many things and I'm honestly getting quite tired of being harped at for something that has always been a core part of me that I have little to no conscious control over.
Since I have little to no conscious control over how quickly I can get things done, it seems to me that it's an ideal candidate for correction through subliminals.
So... Can anyone think of anything to suggest to me to use to quickly target and correct this SPECIFIC issue, or should I just continue with plans as is, but with tossing a month of ESE in at the end of Feb instead of using OGSF for 3 months like originally planned?
Please note, I'm not QUITTING anything, I really honestly feel that OGSF is very near to finished, or at least as much as is possible for a first round of it. I may yet need a refresh some months down the line, that's impossible to know for certain, just like it was impossible to know for certain how long it'd take to complete the first round. I imagine any refreshers needed in the future should only really need to be 32 days.
I'm also not quitting the rest of the plan. Simply planning on inserting something new in IF something I may have overlooked can conquer my turtle pace more quickly than what I currently have planned.
Thanks for reading, and for any suggestions!
Abi.
It's also incredible what a difference it has made in how quickly I can get things done. Apparently a lot of the reason I was so slow at performing even the most basic of tasks was some form of a performance anxiety.
However, that leads in to a change in the plans that I really firmly believe needs to be made. I'm just not sure how, or even if it's necessary or if LTU and/or ESE will make the necessary changes, but I NEED to completely conquer this slow performance thing. Now. Or at least as soon as possible.
It is holding me back from accomplishing so many things and I'm honestly getting quite tired of being harped at for something that has always been a core part of me that I have little to no conscious control over.
Since I have little to no conscious control over how quickly I can get things done, it seems to me that it's an ideal candidate for correction through subliminals.
So... Can anyone think of anything to suggest to me to use to quickly target and correct this SPECIFIC issue, or should I just continue with plans as is, but with tossing a month of ESE in at the end of Feb instead of using OGSF for 3 months like originally planned?
Please note, I'm not QUITTING anything, I really honestly feel that OGSF is very near to finished, or at least as much as is possible for a first round of it. I may yet need a refresh some months down the line, that's impossible to know for certain, just like it was impossible to know for certain how long it'd take to complete the first round. I imagine any refreshers needed in the future should only really need to be 32 days.
I'm also not quitting the rest of the plan. Simply planning on inserting something new in IF something I may have overlooked can conquer my turtle pace more quickly than what I currently have planned.
Thanks for reading, and for any suggestions!
Abi.
