02-25-2018, 12:33 AM
Day 3
Felt some throbbing in my forehead while running the sub for 1 hour in the morning. Running this sub has been very relaxing compared to previous subs, and unlike other times, this time round I am looking forward to running this sub. In fact, because it is so relaxing, one hour passes by so quickly.
On the previous day,nothing much of note happened but while I was at a carnival, I was walking around an a lady came forward stopped in front of me, then she apologized for blocking me. That's about it. She wasn't really that attractive and I wasn't really paying attention about that until I reached home and suddenly remembered.
Anyway, I have been thinking recently that one of my fears that prevent me from having better relations with women is due to influence from my family , and due to some reasons, I feel that my family members and whatever woman I am seeing will not get along. There is also an element of shame about my family, with my family not doing very well mentally, materially and socially which I believe creates less self-confidence in myself and my ability to generate sexual energy. Apart from that conservative religious upbringing has also created that lack of self-confidence as well as a history of dysthymia and dyspraxia.
So, just waiting patiently for DMSI 3.2B to do its magic. Those people who experience the benefits early in the first few days - you all really make me envious!
Felt some throbbing in my forehead while running the sub for 1 hour in the morning. Running this sub has been very relaxing compared to previous subs, and unlike other times, this time round I am looking forward to running this sub. In fact, because it is so relaxing, one hour passes by so quickly.
On the previous day,nothing much of note happened but while I was at a carnival, I was walking around an a lady came forward stopped in front of me, then she apologized for blocking me. That's about it. She wasn't really that attractive and I wasn't really paying attention about that until I reached home and suddenly remembered.
Anyway, I have been thinking recently that one of my fears that prevent me from having better relations with women is due to influence from my family , and due to some reasons, I feel that my family members and whatever woman I am seeing will not get along. There is also an element of shame about my family, with my family not doing very well mentally, materially and socially which I believe creates less self-confidence in myself and my ability to generate sexual energy. Apart from that conservative religious upbringing has also created that lack of self-confidence as well as a history of dysthymia and dyspraxia.
So, just waiting patiently for DMSI 3.2B to do its magic. Those people who experience the benefits early in the first few days - you all really make me envious!
