My Alpha male journey with OF

[adventurousman]

I also had a terrible dream with sleep paralysis which scared me.

Interesting, I had a horrible dream with sleep paralysis when I used ASC, that was the first time I've ever had sleep paralysis so I think it must've been due to the sub, maybe the sub triggered some deep fear or something and caused you to feel those feelings.

I've had sleep paralysis before and this was the 2nd time.

I had another depressing night and all the thoughts came together, I was cursing myself and seeing my own thought patterns, kinda fucked up.