My Alpha male journey with OF

[adventurousman]

I also had a terrible dream with sleep paralysis which scared me.

Again should I be expecting something from this at all? or just listening to it and let it do its thing?

Sorry to hear about the dream, but fear has to be confronted, it's the only way we lose the fear.

As for the subs, just let them do their thing. Accept the feelings you feel and don't fight them. You'll notice a HUGE difference as time goes on, trust me.

yeah that's what I'm doing. I'm just finding a hard time getting out of my habitual routine that I do daily, now its painful