My Alpha male journey with OF

[Fonzy3]

My feelings are changing from day to day. One day I'm feeling that it'll be like this forever and the next day I feel all good and excited and then the sinking feeling comes in again.

I also had a terrible dream with sleep paralysis which scared me.

Again should I be expecting something from this at all? or just listening to it and let it do its thing?

In your case let the sub do it's thing. But when you feel comfortable, use your conscious effort to make you more alpha.

Thanks

Fonzy