04-26-2026, 06:34 AM
Kinda feeling down right now.
I looked around my home and everything from furniture to decor looked like trash.
I even think my home itself looks bad.
I've not really attracted a lot of money yet but it's still early in the MM6 program.
I'm trying to turn around the titanic after all.
I'm also feeling lonely. These days the girls Im interested in are absolutely not interested in me. The girls show interest then say they thought I wanted to be friends when I ask them to hang out.
DMSI 5.2 6G would fix that but I know MM6 is the better program.
My ex blew my money like crazy, I myself participated in that when we were together.
It felt like the money wouldn't end at the time.
I made a lot of money fighting MMA for an independent cage fighting company when I was younger.
I did a bit of professional wrestling on the independents too. Money wasn't that great but I had hopes of WWF or WCW back then.
Unfortunately I didn't make it.
I can't do any of that to make money now and I only have my factory job at the moment.
My credit is terrible because of stupid mistakes earlier in life.
So aside from the women I slept with a few times on X4A 1000 and X4A-1511, I just don't seem to interest the girls Im interested in.
I'm not interested in dating women with kids because you just get attached to the kids and the woman decides to break things off.
I used to come on strong a lot and I have stopped that.
However due to 12 yrs with my ex it's like I have no skills to attract a girl.
Being on MM6 has made me realize I don't have very much to offer anyone right now.
So Id rather use MM6 to change my situation rather than DMSI 5.2 6G to get women but always knowing I like this girl but sex is all I can really offer.
This is my current thoughts on things right now.
I looked around my home and everything from furniture to decor looked like trash.
I even think my home itself looks bad.
I've not really attracted a lot of money yet but it's still early in the MM6 program.
I'm trying to turn around the titanic after all.
I'm also feeling lonely. These days the girls Im interested in are absolutely not interested in me. The girls show interest then say they thought I wanted to be friends when I ask them to hang out.
DMSI 5.2 6G would fix that but I know MM6 is the better program.
My ex blew my money like crazy, I myself participated in that when we were together.
It felt like the money wouldn't end at the time.
I made a lot of money fighting MMA for an independent cage fighting company when I was younger.
I did a bit of professional wrestling on the independents too. Money wasn't that great but I had hopes of WWF or WCW back then.
Unfortunately I didn't make it.
I can't do any of that to make money now and I only have my factory job at the moment.
My credit is terrible because of stupid mistakes earlier in life.
So aside from the women I slept with a few times on X4A 1000 and X4A-1511, I just don't seem to interest the girls Im interested in.
I'm not interested in dating women with kids because you just get attached to the kids and the woman decides to break things off.
I used to come on strong a lot and I have stopped that.
However due to 12 yrs with my ex it's like I have no skills to attract a girl.
Being on MM6 has made me realize I don't have very much to offer anyone right now.
So Id rather use MM6 to change my situation rather than DMSI 5.2 6G to get women but always knowing I like this girl but sex is all I can really offer.
This is my current thoughts on things right now.
