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my dmsi notes
05-12-2018, 03:43 PM
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my dmsi notes
Hey everyone,

I'm back for another journey. This thread is more for notes, as I dont plan on posting a journal or posting too much for that matter.

Some of you might know me from my journal from AM6, which didn't do too much for me, and EPRAH (?).

Anyway, I thought I'd post a little about my history with women. As my history is a bit different from most of the journals I've read about.

First off, what attracted me to DMSI was the "aura" of sexiness that people commonly refer to as the "end all, be all" or the goal of the program.

I have experienced this "aura" without the aid of subliminals in my daily life, when I conquered my goals in dating/sex a few years ago (of course the end result is also why I chose to run DMSI).

If I was to describe the "aura" that I felt (the best I can describe, but it is hard to do because words do not do the proper justice), it would be a mix between being:

- Totally confident: (100% sure of yourself. Imagine that all your friends & society said that the sun was not going to rise tomorrow. And you're like "F**k you, its going to rise tomorrow.")

- Totally cocky: (I think people make the accusation that confidence and cockiness are two different things- but I say that cockiness is the playful version of confidence)

- Sex: the best way I can describe this is just knowing (like the sun is going to rise tomorrow) that you're an attractive man, and you can easily have sex or get it whenever you want). You also don't hide your d!ck, and your quite upfront and "frank" about what you desire- in terms others can understand... quite literally spelling it out to the person- mode 1).

I had women tell me I looked like sex when this was happening, and allowed me to touch them intimately very soon after meeting. I've kissed women, approx 2-3m after meeting them, and taken women directly home (no dates), again after approaching them.

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Secondly, I did not need to buy DMSI, but I was curious after taking a 18mo break from dating (to build a business that didnt end up working). This "break" I took was a bad choice because I wasted two years not going after women, and creating the lifestyle that I wanted. This of course turned me into a n00b again.

So daily (3-5x) a week, I go out and approach women, anywhere from 1-10 typically, sometimes 20+/day.

I noticed some self sabotage happening that I didn't notice before (I didn't have this prob before), that being women not responding to my 1st feeler texts after I get her number. I'm thinking its self sabotage because of where I currently am right now (living w/ father, on an inconsistent hourly job which leads to living w/ father).

The most noticeable thing is a lack of desire to follow up on leads. I love approaching and that fear/excitement of meeting someone new, but after the #, I just dont do much or persist.

So, I am curious what might happen, since I have (for the most part) done previously what DMSI is supposed to do. I'll do the best I can to keep an open mind about what is happening.

Anyway, I think thats about it. Thumbsup

I think I'll start with v3.2b.
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05-16-2018, 07:30 AM
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RE: my dmsi notes
Notes 1:

- Emoting a bit more freely than before
- Waved to a girl walking across the street (I dont usually wave. I will say "hi" most of the time. Obviously I was not going to yell "hi" across the street. Just found it interesting because it was unconscious- I did not actively choose to wave my hand)
- I drive more like a maniac lol
- I am really into 80s rock music with sexual undertones (I already loved before- but even more now). Artists like AC/DC, Led Zeppelin and Aerosmith (Love in an elevator).

Approached 5 women today (tues), two numbers back to back. Perhaps I will post an edited recording here?

When I get really horny, I dont want to get off, so I pretty much edge myself- visualizing myself as a sexual being.

I noticed though that I still have baggage. So I will run side A sometime. Things like:
- Fear of religion and sexuality
- What other people think
- I am a bad person if I am more free in my sexuality.

Things like this.
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05-16-2018, 06:41 PM
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RE: my dmsi notes
Switched to A.

Noticed pressure between my eyes, behind my nostril area.
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05-16-2018, 07:45 PM
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(05-16-2018 06:41 PM)Leo1990 Wrote:  Switched to A.

Noticed pressure between my eyes, behind my nostril area.

I do remember feeling those specially in Nostrils.

Weird thing is I was suffering from nasal polys for past 7 years and after 1st surgery it would grow back with in 6 months and it wasnt responding to meds that well...So after second surgery I used MHS which increased the efficiency of the meds and since them my polyp hasnt grown back..Sometimes I had issues with sinus but it goes away after I take homeopthic meds..

DMSI has somehow worked on some internal healing which is directly affecting my nostrils problems. I sometimes feel pain but then it goes away..For some reason I am also taking less meds yet my sinuses are good..Dk how all these healings work but its working good

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05-16-2018, 08:13 PM
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(05-16-2018 07:45 PM)Zane Wrote:  
(05-16-2018 06:41 PM)Leo1990 Wrote:  Switched to A.

Noticed pressure between my eyes, behind my nostril area.

I do remember feeling those specially in Nostrils.

Weird thing is I was suffering from nasal polys for past 7 years and after 1st surgery it would grow back with in 6 months and it wasnt responding to meds that well...So after second surgery I used MHS which increased the efficiency of the meds and since them my polyp hasnt grown back..Sometimes I had issues with sinus but it goes away after I take homeopthic meds..

DMSI has somehow worked on some internal healing which is directly affecting my nostrils problems. I sometimes feel pain but then it goes away..For some reason I am also taking less meds yet my sinuses are good..Dk how all these healings work but its working good


Right on thats good. I am trying to be very subjective when it comes to DMSI. I don't want to say things that were not because of DMSI.

I find that listening while tired or 1hr before waking up is the best.

Also, I cannot get off to porn anymore. I already found it difficult but now its worse haha
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05-16-2018, 09:42 PM
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(05-16-2018 08:13 PM)Leo1990 Wrote:  Also, I cannot get off to porn anymore. I already found it difficult but now its worse haha

Well I guess its a good thing. When u become Porn then u dont need porn.

Dont watch Porn..Be Porn.

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05-19-2018, 02:26 PM
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RE: my dmsi notes
I find that running once before bed (when tired and very sleepy) is optimal along with doing a run 1hr before waking.
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