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Time to Level UP!
06-10-2018, 12:05 PM
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Time to Level UP!
Been using the Subs here for awhile. I just stopped using them after I got my life back together, after a very serious depressive episode. The Last subbed I used was LTU. Its great and I recommend everyone using it.
Life right now just feels stagnant and wrong. Nothing is going on. Its strange but I feel depressive. Its been going on for a months now and I tried everything I could to uplift myself. I feel like I have become more closed off to the world. I feel my interactions with people are awkward and I can't flow or vibe with anyone. For some reason I can no longer hold conversations or make eye contact. My days just flow by and I'm on YouTube most of the time distracting myself. I'm in a rut and anything I do just gives me a spike in my mood but I always comes back down to this depressive baseline. SO I decided to use Subs again. I wanted to use something to get rid of the baseline depression. So decided to use Self Esteem 5.5g.

Its day two and I feel terrible. Haven't felt this bad in a while. All these sensations in my body are making me anxious and depressive. This is resistance or the negative crap I repressed in my head showing up in my body. I am having a hard time to focus on anything and just feel like being indoors. So far its brutal but keeping my hopes up to see what will happen afterwards.
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06-11-2018, 03:45 AM
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What other titles did you consider before landing on SE?

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06-11-2018, 10:28 AM
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(06-11-2018 03:45 AM)Shannon Wrote:  What other titles did you consider before landing on SE?

I considered DSMI as it seems to be the newest trend. I also thought of doing E2 again but felt last time I did it, it didn't show results. Also Positive Thinking and Positive Attitude was on the list as well but SE looked like it would be best for me.
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06-13-2018, 09:12 AM
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RE: Time to Level UP!
Day 2
No effects so far. I been feeling the depression even more and so many past memories are resurfacing. Stuff I thought I forgot about are coming back. My body feels anxious and my vibe with people are off.
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