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06-30-2018, 07:30 AM
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Had a dream last night. I only really post about the significant ones. But basically I was in this tall corporate building where I was getting "help" on direction in life. But it was really just people pushing their own agendas and thinking they knew what was best for me. So I screamed, almost threw a desk through a window, and just ran. After I ran I saw my mom who basically said I was overreacting and that I had to go back.

I think this dream represents a long struggle I've had in my life. Where people expect things of me, but I'm grappling with some serious fear. And it's not that I want to stay in the same place, but I just wanted someone to acknowledge what I was going through instead of making me feel like I wasn't pushing myself enough. I think this is where a lot of that "not good enough" feeling comes from. Having dealt with excessive levels of fear all my life and doing my best, but always feeling like I came up short.

When it comes to people's perception of you, they never get the whole picture. And when you're shackled by invisible chains it's hard to convey what exactly is wrong when you yourself can't describe why it is you self sabotage or don't move forward in life. So you've got the block itself towards a happier life as well as the judgements cast upon you by those who don't understand what you deal with.

None of this is a victim mentality. That gets thrown around a lot in today's world. A victim is someone who doesn't want to change their circumstances and wants the world to cater to them. This is basically compassion 101, understanding that not everyone deals with the same stuff and especially not kicking them when they are already down.

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07-01-2018, 06:14 PM
Post: #302
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Deleted tinder off my phone yet again. I'm not sure if that's me moving beyond the validation of wanting to match with hot women or me avoiding executing dmsi. All I know is I got like 4 matches tops. Tinder sucks because it's all first impression and I don't have any decent pics of myself. I'm also not about to stage a photo for the sake of more matches. On top of that I'm pretty sure that app was eating away at my self esteem and turning into a huge waste of time so I ditched it.

On the subliminal front, weird thing happened this morning. I woke up, but then decided to sleep in for the day instead of getting up immediately. So I kind of fell into this meditative state where my body was buzzing with energy and I was in a state of deep relaxation. And I saw in my minds eye women being attracted to me. No resistance or anything, just calm and certainty. So it made me wonder if my block here is more conscious than subconscious. If I was in that hypnagogic state, then it seems like my conscious mind would be less active. And if it felt like I was full on executing the aura, that means what's holding me back is my conscious level of needing to be in control more than deep subconscious fears.

All theory though. I don't really know anymore what's holding me back. The whole thing is very complicated. All I know is I'm going to keep upping the loops until I break through. That's about all I can do. I also realized I've been very anxious lately but on a very subtle level. When I hit that state of deep relaxation this morning I was thinking to myself that this is how I should feel all the time. Not this on edge tensed up feeling. I think that on edge feeling is me trying to exert control over the subconscious.

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07-02-2018, 08:49 AM
Post: #303
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Definitely focusing on healing too much and not in a good way. Waiting until I'm ready to execute, I think that's definitely some loophole. But I'm closing that one myself. Been there done that, isolating myself in my room and going deep within myself to re experience emotional hurt is not healing. It's a trick. It feels productive, feels like I'm pushing boundaries, feels like I'm moving past fear, but the reality is I'm not executing. I keep telling myself oh all the pain, all the years of hurt I have to face and overcome. But it's nonsense. I'm using this "need to have a long path of healing" to avoid the end goal as much as possible.

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07-02-2018, 02:14 PM
Post: #304
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Had a stressful day at work today. Everything failing left and right. It got to a point where I was being called out by a manager for taking too long to fix something. And I took it like a champ right? Nope. Shook me up to my core. Could barely put together a sentence for why we were having the issues and what I was doing to resolve them.

A lot of the times in the past when I got confronted I'd get angry. But the anger was just to cover up for the fact that I felt really sensitive and felt weak. I could sit here and put up the walls again, attack the character of the person that got confrontational to make myself feel better, and get really into the I don't care mentality. But I'm not going to do any of those things. I'm going to acknowledge how I'm feeling and do my best to let it go. To not internalize that negative energy and take it personally.

But goddamn, I'm still sensitive. I'm trying not to do the whole "look how stoic I am" when I'm not. If I want to stop being so reactive I have to first acknowledge just how reactive I'm being.

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07-04-2018, 07:55 AM
Post: #305
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Was gradually increasing loops but I was already at 5 so I just decided to go for 7. Screw it.

I've been thinking a lot about focus. Knowing what you want out of life. I think I've just been really afraid to put together a solid vision so I've just been floating and meandering aimlessly. I've got a job and I'm building skills, but it kind of feels like I'm doing it because that's what I should do. Feels like I'm procrastinating, but in a productive way? Hard to describe. It's like if I'm making money, doing relatively well, it's almost like I'll ride that out and cling to it for safety.

I've been reading this book and like most books having to do with LOA and manifestations I enjoy reading the theory. But I absolutely suck at practical application. So this book actually has exercises to do, like stating what you want, planning it out, getting a really good idea. And I've been avoiding it. It's funny because I've never actually tried to push my life in a certain direction. I've been very passive and just take whats given to me. But I see now that it's fear again. I'm so afraid to make change I won't even envision a different life or what I really want.

I was at lunch in the breakroom the other day and heard most of my coworkers talking about kids, owning a house, their job, etc. And just none of that seems fulfilling to me in the least bit. I actually feel a little nauseous when I think of that lifestyle. I genuinely don't understand how that's enough for people. I feel like I've been really digging for what happiness is for me and it's not girls, a paycheck, or validation outside myself. But at the same time I'm thinking to myself, so what the hell do I actually do with my life? And that's what made me realize I have to focus on something, find something to work towards. I do work on my music almost every day and maybe that's what it is, but man the limiting beliefs surrounding that are ridiculous and I have to break them.

I don't know, it's like society tells you "you want this". And I'm like, no I don't. It's realizing there are ideas and motivations put in my head that aren't even me, aren't even genuine desires but something I felt I had to do.

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07-05-2018, 03:35 PM
Post: #306
RE: DMSI 3.2 it's official
Damn 7 loops is rough. I don't think I slept last night that much. But I can feel dmsi pushing me beyond that comfort zone. Hard to describe what it feels like, but it's just forward momentum. It's making it impossible for me to go back to that avoiding mentality where I hide and sink into a depression. I just feel fully committed to making these changes in my life I need instead of living a subpar life for myself. Tolerance for other people's nonsense is non-existent, got hassled again at work today and literally thought to myself "I don't care, I deserve better than this". You know for a lot of my life when people treated me like crap I'd blame myself. I wouldn't see that it was toxic and I didn't have to internalize any of it. So not only did I feel like crap because of how they treated me, but then I'd go into a destructive spiral and come up with all the reasons why maybe they were right and I was wrong.

I'm feeling closer to genuinely not giving a ****, like seriously. I'd often think I was there in the past, but it was cleverly disguised as validation seeking for being more independent or cool. But this just feels way closer to it. Stripping away the status symbols, the jobs, the money, the looks, the skills, all the ***** that made me feel I wasn't good enough as I was. And i don't even want to associate with people who nitpick and place people in boxes based on all that criteria. We're all so much more than that. I've always been incredibly judgemental, but that was just a reflection of my own insecurities. As I heal from this stuff more and more, I see the freedom in seeing everyone as fundamentally the same. We're all just disconnected because of the negativity that spreads like a virus in society.

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07-06-2018, 03:16 PM
Post: #307
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Picked up a book on amazon yesterday that I'm 99% sure was brought to me as a path forward. Anyway, the book is about making money from music by building passive income in the form of licensing out your music. There's been a lot of up and downs in my head. For one I started questioning if I'd have time for my own music. Second question was could I even compete with the great producers already out there? I mean half the time I can't even finish my own stuff. And the stuff I do finish isn't really that great as far as music goes.

Basically the author was talking about more than just licensing out music. He was talking about building your own business. What I really hate is how I'm so afraid of taking things into my own hands, I'll give up my own precious time for someone else to make the big decisions when it comes to business. I find myself coming up with excuses as to why creating a business around my music isn't a good idea. Things like "it'll destroy my enjoyment of it", "I'll have to sell out and make stuff I don't care about just to pay the bills", "I'm just not that type of person", "I'm not good at marketing".

They're all just excuses and fear about things that I can't even know for certain are true or not. But I realized something. I have to make money to survive anyway. And time is precious to me. I'd rather spend my time getting better at music, even if it's stuff I'm not super into vs working at a job that feels like it's robbing hours of my life and pushing me further away from my musical goals. And who knows, maybe I can work on stuff I really like and get paid for it, I have to keep that possibility open. The phrase too good to be true comes to mind, as I've gotten older I've been surrounded by people that keep perpetuating this narrative that you can't make good money and love what you do.

Anyway, I just don't feel like I'm really all that focused on the goals of DMSI. I'm wondering if I should move to a different sub to push forward with this whole business venture. But at the same time nothing has really impacted me like DMSI. I just don't want my focus split between two things and both are just watered down. As of right now I've been getting home from work dead tired and DMSI is also kicking my ass. I really need it to turn around for me because in this state I feel like I don't have any energy to put towards my music.

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07-07-2018, 04:14 AM
Post: #308
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Going to switch to speakers for the sub. 4 loops was doable, 5 loops got a bit tough, but 7 loops I can't say with complete confidence that those earbuds will stay in my ears all night. As great as the earbuds are as far as stereo separation goes, it's pointless if I'm not getting the full 7 loops. Just journaling this so I can keep track of any perceived improvements or lowering of results. Right now I think switching to speakers will benefit me more.

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07-08-2018, 09:28 AM
Post: #309
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(07-06-2018 03:16 PM)mat422 Wrote:  Picked up a book on amazon yesterday that I'm 99% sure was brought to me as a path forward. Anyway, the book is about making money from music by building passive income in the form of licensing out your music. There's been a lot of up and downs in my head. For one I started questioning if I'd have time for my own music. Second question was could I even compete with the great producers already out there? I mean half the time I can't even finish my own stuff. And the stuff I do finish isn't really that great as far as music goes.

Basically the author was talking about more than just licensing out music. He was talking about building your own business. What I really hate is how I'm so afraid of taking things into my own hands, I'll give up my own precious time for someone else to make the big decisions when it comes to business. I find myself coming up with excuses as to why creating a business around my music isn't a good idea. Things like "it'll destroy my enjoyment of it", "I'll have to sell out and make stuff I don't care about just to pay the bills", "I'm just not that type of person", "I'm not good at marketing".

They're all just excuses and fear about things that I can't even know for certain are true or not. But I realized something. I have to make money to survive anyway. And time is precious to me. I'd rather spend my time getting better at music, even if it's stuff I'm not super into vs working at a job that feels like it's robbing hours of my life and pushing me further away from my musical goals. And who knows, maybe I can work on stuff I really like and get paid for it, I have to keep that possibility open. The phrase too good to be true comes to mind, as I've gotten older I've been surrounded by people that keep perpetuating this narrative that you can't make good money and love what you do.

Anyway, I just don't feel like I'm really all that focused on the goals of DMSI. I'm wondering if I should move to a different sub to push forward with this whole business venture. But at the same time nothing has really impacted me like DMSI. I just don't want my focus split between two things and both are just watered down. As of right now I've been getting home from work dead tired and DMSI is also kicking my ass. I really need it to turn around for me because in this state I feel like I don't have any energy to put towards my music.

DMSI is kicking your ass because your ass is fighting the progress. That means you are making progress. Don't fall for these ***** excuses. Keep going.

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07-08-2018, 09:45 AM
Post: #310
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I'm staying committed to DMSI, don't you worry Shannon. Set up my speakers last night and I woke up this morning full of a lot more energy. I think I was anxious about my earbuds falling out during sleep and losing exposure to dmsi, so I never got a deep sleep. This resulted in me being incredibly tired all the time. But we'll see how things go during the work week. The other thing is I may have been pulling out my earbuds at night without realizing it. With speakers that's not an option, so I'm guaranteed 7 hours of consistent exposure.

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07-09-2018, 02:43 PM
Post: #311
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Hmm looking back on these past few weeks with less than 7 loops I now see the depression I was experiencing was not part of healing, but rather resistance. After running 7 loops for a couple of days now I'm feeling closer to moving forward with my life instead of pulling away and hiding out of fear.

Last night as I was listening I felt this strong sensation that I deserve more out of life for myself. That's always been hard for me to genuinely feel. It always felt like I wasn't allowed to or that I had to settle with what I was given. Just kind of reaffirming in my head that I don't have to live my life like everyone else around me and it's ok to aim for the impossible.

I'm thinking that I'm still dealing with some self worth issues. Not feeling good enough to have a happy life and such and in general get more out of life. It's been like a cap on getting what I really want in life. As long as it's there I find some way to keep myself away from living an abundant life. But it's definitely being chipped away at, I can feel it like a solid ball of energy slowly dissolving.

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07-11-2018, 03:46 AM
Post: #312
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Definitely some reevaluating needs to happen with how I approach things in life. DMSI is definitely having a ripple effect where it corrects other areas of my life as well. So basically I was working on another track last night and I found myself being discontent with what I created. I found myself telling myself that I needed to be more accepting of whatever music I make, but then I realized that was a copout. I've started finishing more songs, but it's been within the bounds of my comfort zone. Sticking to what I know for certain. That's a recipe for artistic death. Sure if I stick to what I know I can make a song, but that shouldn't be the goal. I shouldn't rush to the finished stage just so I can have the immediate gratification of having finished something.

It made me really think of my life in general. I have such a small pool of knowledge and experience and I rely on it way too much. But I do that because of fear. I like knowing that I have certainty in something, it makes me feel safe. The problem is it becomes a crutch and it's severely limiting. It also has me pull from predominantly negative experiences from the past which colors my perception of things. I never had a really positively reinforced life growing up. I hit my head against a lot of perceived failure and shortcomings. I can tell DMSI is pushing me to expand this pool and I feel like I just have to take a leap of faith and trust in it. Because where I'm at now is very stagnant, running the same old routines and mindsets solely because I know the outcome.

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07-11-2018, 03:02 PM
Post: #313
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Dammit, I fell for it again. I think too much about executing and the result is I don't execute because I overthink. And when I overthink it gives my subconscious enough wiggle room to sort of suggest what execution feels like. So basically I've been fighting dmsi the whole the day under the mistaken belief that I was "pushing forward". But the pushing forward was actually exerting control to not execute the script. I'm so burned out with these tactics. I just need to stop focusing so much inwardly. That seems to be the one tactic that still gets me, the obsessive analyzing of what DMSI is doing. It's like a compulsion or need, but I know it's fueled by fear. I just don't know how to stop it. For now I just have to be more mindful of what my mind is doing and not fall into the traps. Easier said than done.

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07-14-2018, 08:02 AM
Post: #314
RE: DMSI 3.2 it's official
Had to take a break from cleaning because it really hit me what I've been doing wrong with my life. I keep wanting to close my eyes and have everything go away. Just constantly hiding. Sweeping it all under the rug. But doing that bites you in the ass two fold. One, you don't get to where you want to be and two those things pile up and what was once a minor issue is now a major problem. And once it's a major problem that causes even more stress which further pushes me into avoidance mode.

I was like this with exercise too. I never pushed my limits. It was always stress = bad. If I had stress I needed to back off or I was afraid I'd hurt myself. Same thing with this self growth. I NEED to push myself. That feeling of being afraid of hurting myself or going too far is the boundary I need to cross if I ever hope to change.

I keep having this expectation that DMSI is supposed to be smooth and if I encounter turbulence I'm doing something wrong. Which manifests as me mentally retreating and not executing. So I decided last night that I need to keep pushing, even if if it makes me feel stressed out or tired. It would be great if I didn't have to try so hard, but I just know every time I go into "stress relieving mode" it's not addressing the root cause and it's only treating the symptoms of a much larger problem. Mainly my mindset that needs a major overhaul. The problem has always been, even before subs, that I perceive this detached calm state as beneficial to my mental health. When really it's an addiction and I'm no different than a drug user that goes back for a fix when stress gets high in life. Complete with excuses or rationalizations for why it's good for me. What's crazy is I've talked with my Mom about this exact thing, the same dysfunctional pattern of this mentally checking out thing.

I've done a lot of obsessive analyzing about the "correct" way to execute this program and I've realized it's that exact mentality that keeps me from executing. I need to just ***** do it instead of trying to plan out perfectly and waiting until I feel ready.

I'm not gonna lie, when I see other people on the forum have success it bums me out. And it's not just DMSI. This has been my whole life. I just want to scream "WHY???!!" Why the **** is it this way? Why do I have to try so damn hard all the time? But you know I spent years trying to figure out a way to circumvent all of it and it just led to me in a pit of despair. I just have to bite down and handle what life gave to me. This isn't even about girls, this is about life. I honestly feel the energy I have expended and put into myself over the years is in no way proportional to my own personal success. It's almost like anxiety and depression were these separate entities that fed on my energy day in day out and I was left with 10% to put towards what I actually wanted to achieve in life.

Sometimes I honestly forget that other people NEVER dealt with any of this stuff. So I see successful musicians or people in general following their dreams and I forget sometimes that they never had to conquer this mountain that I've been given. I always thought I was just weak, that everyone dealt with stuff and overcame it better than me. But I honestly think I was given this challenge and overcoming it is part of my path in life. Hence why trying to circumvent it did not work. I think it's part of the "rules" as crazy as that sounds. The more I've lived my life, the more I see that there are aspects I see that others don't. Things I've dealt with that don't even occur in other people's realities.

If I'm talking out of my ass someone feel free to stop me. I constantly have no point of reference or understanding for how hard my life has been as far as mental stuff goes. I just remember a few years back I didn't want to live, so it must have been bad for me.

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07-15-2018, 01:21 PM
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I needed that rant to clear all that bs out of my head. It's just fear, always has been. And I've been exerting a lot of conscious control to get my subconscious on board, but I see now this is the wrong way. The path is clear now, I have to solely work on removing fear from my mind. Not facing fear, not pushing past fear, eliminating fear. Making fear a nonexistent part of my reality. By trying to "beat" fear, or face every challenge in my life from the beginning position of fear, I further reinforce that reality. I reinforce a reality where I struggle. My last post where I ask why it's so difficult in my life? The answer is simple, because I frame everything from that perspective. I expect everything to be difficult and for myself to struggle. I have to break out of that box.

Quote:No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it.
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If you're afraid and all you focus on is how to beat fear by constantly focusing on fear you create more fear. It's time I left this life story of constantly fighting to overcome something and just accept a reality where I live in my desired way. No more "wounded hero on a journey" life story. I'll tell you guys right now, that journey never ends. It's a nonstop loop, your mind will always try to figure out ways to perpetuate the journey to healing to fulfill the narrative.

I no longer see DMSI as this separate tool forcing me to do something. I see it as a decision from my own mind, an agreement to move ahead in life. I made the choice, I'm making the changes, everything I experience is my own personal power. I'm just using a powerful tool to tap into it more easily.

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07-15-2018, 08:12 PM
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I think you'll appreciate what I have been working on to eliminate fear then. Smile

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07-16-2018, 02:39 AM
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Can't wait Shannon. Every advancement you make with these subliminals always amazes me.

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07-16-2018, 02:55 PM
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Ok, so I might have jumped the gun a bit. I'm still feeling good, but I realized that healing is still important. True if you focus on fear you create more fear. But that doesn't mean if you simply ignore it and pretend it isn't there it will go away. Possibly an escape tactic, my subconscious convincing me that we're "done". When really there's still more that needs to be addressed. This is like someone cheating in a game and saying "look at me, I won!". My subconscious raises the flag that it's time to move on when really it's premature and there is much more to be done. It'll be like, "ok you're still anxious around women, but it's close enough and I think we're done here". Nope, I'm not stopping until these limitations are completely gone. If there's even a hint of anxiety or fear left within me, I know there's still more to be done and there's still an even better reality to live.

There's still most definitely a deep subconscious fear within me. But I'm guiding myself to acknowledge it and clear it. I can feel how throughout the day it wavers in and out between avoidance and pushing forward. Lately the gaps have been getting smaller and the subconscious fears have been closer to consciousness. I feel them as something that can be solved or overcome vs this terrifying thing that I'd constantly hide from.

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On the topic of control. I think I try to control my emotions too much. The energy of them at least. My response to them is absolutely something I can control, but the emotions themselves exist like strong ocean waves within me and trying to stand up and push them back is an exercise in futility.

I think at some point I confused the emotions themselves vs my reaction to them. So in an effort to move forward with my life I just shut it down completely. What I really should have done is accept how I feel and learn from it/improve it. But I pretty much threw the baby out with the bathwater. No wonder I've felt empty for these past few years, I literally denied myself permission to feel my emotions fully.

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Alright here we go, hitting some turbulence again. But this time I won't run away. It feels like I'm hitting the deeper stuff now. Definitely self worth issues. The other night as I was listening I found myself feeling like I was just a fake and I had convinced myself that I was a capable person when really I wasn't. I'm not buying into it, I know it's remnants of subconscious beliefs. But when I thought about it more I saw how hard I've been having to keep my mind positive and essentially battle these negative beliefs about myself. Keeping these more insecure thoughts tightly packed away because I wanted to so desperately believe I was past them. But in order to grow I have to fully acknowledge everything. That means digging to the bottom of the emotional well until I address every limiting belief about myself.

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