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A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
12-28-2018, 08:39 AM (This post was last modified: 12-29-2018 03:00 AM by Williamx25.)
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A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
Hi there guys,


So this will be my second run of DMSI. For me version 3.2 did not work.
I have fear that is deeply rooted and I start to procrastinate or finding reasons to quit the program.

I tried out Maximum Learning Speed 5.5G but also no luck on that unfortunately. I will patiently wait until 6G comes out with the latest FRM modules.

I switched over to DMSI-3.3 to test out the new FRM modules.

I started today because of the holidays, christmas, partying, drinking. I won’t be going out partying for new years eve because I have a ton of work to do for school. I procrastinated too much and now i’m in a hurry to finish my deadlines / projects.

I’m also on Nofap again to aid my sexual aura / energy and motivation.

It’s friday december 28th

I’ve noticed hot flashes in my head/face right after 3 loops, i’m almost done for today. And I have sweaty palms now lol. My mom’s attic was my bedroom when I used to live there. It’s always cold up there and my body has heated up from the loops so that’s a little advantage.

I have no expectations, I just run the program and I will be alert to unusual stuff.

I will be listening to the program during the day right after I come home from school / gym. It’s only 5 and a 1/2 hours to play so I use my headphones that I bought for this.

I relapsed on Nofap, again, and i’m getting back on track.... again.... So one of my new years resolutions will be a full year of Nofap, on hardcore monkmode. No porn, no staring to bodyparts, no sexual thoughts, I am complete Zen.

EDIT: I’m testing this program for the full 3 months, and there will be no sexual contact whatsoever, even if I get approached by women. It is a way to sabotage the program. This is for testing.

Usage specs:

IPhone 8 Plus
App: VLC player
Format: FLAC File
Volume: 2-3 out of 16 clicks, when i’m all alone in my room and there’s no noise I have 1/16 click and with conversations 3/16 clicks.
Normal philips headphones, no fancy new technology on it and the correct range in kHz.
5 loops per day, and no alcohol, no recreational drugs, no prescription drugs, no other stimulants ie: caffeine.

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12-28-2018, 06:40 PM
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
Quote:I relapsed on Nofap, again, and i’m getting back on track.... again.... So one of my new years resolutions will be a full year of Nofap, on hardcore monkmode. No porn, no staring to bodyparts, no sexual thoughts, I am complete Zen.

The ONLY time I will be cumming is when a girl fucks me or blows me. No exceptions, I really have to EARN it. This goes hand in hand with my bodybuilding goals, getting down to 6% bodyfat and in shape. I can then start to approach women and take them out on dates. The DMSI program is a nice booster and helps with everything.


Sounds like a clever way to sabotage the program, too.

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12-28-2018, 06:42 PM
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(12-28-2018 06:40 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
Quote:I relapsed on Nofap, again, and i’m getting back on track.... again.... So one of my new years resolutions will be a full year of Nofap, on hardcore monkmode. No porn, no staring to bodyparts, no sexual thoughts, I am complete Zen.

The ONLY time I will be cumming is when a girl fucks me or blows me. No exceptions, I really have to EARN it. This goes hand in hand with my bodybuilding goals, getting down to 6% bodyfat and in shape. I can then start to approach women and take them out on dates. The DMSI program is a nice booster and helps with everything.


Sounds like a clever way to sabotage the program, too.

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12-29-2018, 02:42 AM (This post was last modified: 12-29-2018 02:56 AM by Williamx25.)
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
(12-28-2018 06:40 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
Quote:I relapsed on Nofap, again, and i’m getting back on track.... again.... So one of my new years resolutions will be a full year of Nofap, on hardcore monkmode. No porn, no staring to bodyparts, no sexual thoughts, I am complete Zen.

The ONLY time I will be cumming is when a girl fucks me or blows me. No exceptions, I really have to EARN it. This goes hand in hand with my bodybuilding goals, getting down to 6% bodyfat and in shape. I can then start to approach women and take them out on dates. The DMSI program is a nice booster and helps with everything.


Sounds like a clever way to sabotage the program, too.

Didn’t thought about that! So no women at all for me! I will fight them off!

Saturday december 29th

I had a pretty turbulent night with lots of action, combat and manhunting. I had to evade and exfiltrate behind enemy lines, and I don’t know why i’m getting such dreams. I killed several people in a gunfight, knives, or by roadkills. I woke up a few times and I went to sleep again. I slept from 01:00 AM until 12:00 PM noon.

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12-29-2018, 05:11 AM
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
(12-28-2018 06:40 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
Quote:I relapsed on Nofap, again, and i’m getting back on track.... again.... So one of my new years resolutions will be a full year of Nofap, on hardcore monkmode. No porn, no staring to bodyparts, no sexual thoughts, I am complete Zen.

The ONLY time I will be cumming is when a girl fucks me or blows me. No exceptions, I really have to EARN it. This goes hand in hand with my bodybuilding goals, getting down to 6% bodyfat and in shape. I can then start to approach women and take them out on dates. The DMSI program is a nice booster and helps with everything.


Sounds like a clever way to sabotage the program, too.

Why nofap is sabotaging? Can you elaborate? Thank you

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12-29-2018, 06:33 AM
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
(12-29-2018 05:11 AM)blth Wrote:  
(12-28-2018 06:40 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
Quote:I relapsed on Nofap, again, and i’m getting back on track.... again.... So one of my new years resolutions will be a full year of Nofap, on hardcore monkmode. No porn, no staring to bodyparts, no sexual thoughts, I am complete Zen.

The ONLY time I will be cumming is when a girl fucks me or blows me. No exceptions, I really have to EARN it. This goes hand in hand with my bodybuilding goals, getting down to 6% bodyfat and in shape. I can then start to approach women and take them out on dates. The DMSI program is a nice booster and helps with everything.


Sounds like a clever way to sabotage the program, too.

Why nofap is sabotaging? Can you elaborate? Thank you

I think the part I highlighted in bold is what Shannon was referring to, not NoFap.
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12-29-2018, 08:02 AM (This post was last modified: 12-29-2018 08:06 AM by Williamx25.)
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
(12-29-2018 06:33 AM)RTBoss Wrote:  
(12-29-2018 05:11 AM)blth Wrote:  
(12-28-2018 06:40 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
Quote:I relapsed on Nofap, again, and i’m getting back on track.... again.... So one of my new years resolutions will be a full year of Nofap, on hardcore monkmode. No porn, no staring to bodyparts, no sexual thoughts, I am complete Zen.

The ONLY time I will be cumming is when a girl fucks me or blows me. No exceptions, I really have to EARN it. This goes hand in hand with my bodybuilding goals, getting down to 6% bodyfat and in shape. I can then start to approach women and take them out on dates. The DMSI program is a nice booster and helps with everything.


Sounds like a clever way to sabotage the program, too.

Why nofap is sabotaging? Can you elaborate? Thank you

I think the part I highlighted in bold is what Shannon was referring to, not NoFap.


Okay, okay, I won’t do anything that can interfere with the program Thumbsup Thumbsup

I will let my sexual energy build up and become like a powerful beacon.

I’m just listening to it and going about my day, doing my daily tasks, studying and gym and I will see what the program can do for me.

I’m thinking that my violent dreams are already a sign that i’m “processing” things, maybe some fears are being removed already...
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12-29-2018, 09:47 AM
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
Do I understand you correctly here? You are running a program designed to get women to approach you for sex, but you would consider having sex with them to be sabotaging the program. I don’t understand.
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12-29-2018, 03:40 PM
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
(12-29-2018 09:47 AM)Paul1131 Wrote:  Do I understand you correctly here? You are running a program designed to get women to approach you for sex, but you would consider having sex with them to be sabotaging the program. I don’t understand.

No, @RTBoss highlighted the parts that would be self sabotaging. Me surpressing any sexual thoughts or not looking at women.

The mainpoint is I don’t have to “punish” myself or something by blocking my human nature.

If I want to look at women, I will look. And if I get sexual thoughts I try to enjoy the sexual energy etc.
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12-30-2018, 01:30 AM (This post was last modified: 12-30-2018 01:31 AM by Williamx25.)
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
Sunday december 30th

Again, having turbulent dreams, this time about paranormal stuff, ghosts etc

DMSI-3.3D 5.5G: day 3
Nofap: day 3
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12-31-2018, 09:14 AM
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
Monday december 31th

I had dreams about failing my studies. I had to drop out and failed other studies as well. I completely dropped out from university so that was a bit disturbing. I was lost in my dreams and felt sad.

I’m having depressive feelings for the past couple of months. Sometimes I can manage it, but other days i’m just lying around in my bed and neglecting important tasks.

So for new years evening i’m all alone, sitting in my room, just chilling a bit and trying to finish my school work and to study a bit.

Nothing fancy, no party, no crazy stuff. I listen from 5:30 PM till 11:00 PM

I went to the grocery store to buy some diet soda and bread and I felt ugly and sad. I avoided eye contact with everyone. There was a store clerk which greeted me. It felt weird.

Sofar i’m having really turbulant dreams and I keep waking up like 3 times per night. I sleep alot and I still wake up tired.

If this shit keeps continuing like this, I will be in problems and maybe I have to quit this program early.
I hope I can get through this FRM and I hope I start executing.


DMSI-3.3D 5.5G: day 4
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01-01-2019, 06:31 AM
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RE: A new Journey - DMSI-3.3-D 5.5G
Tuesday january 1th

God damnit I had severe sleep interruptions. Wild dreams but the sleep deprivation is killing me.
I can’t concentrate properly, I don’t know but this sub is really kicking my ass.

I wake up several times per night and I don’t get my deep restful sleep. This is really annoying.
Please I hope this will be over soon, what can I do about it ? @Shannon

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01-01-2019, 07:01 AM
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I also had these sleep interupptions in the first cycle. In the second cycle they completly disappeard after the first 2 days off the sub but came back a little bit in the third cycle. I think it's for everybody a bit different but I bet that the two days off will really help you.
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01-01-2019, 07:19 AM
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The sleep interruptions are proof that you're not stonewalling. They show that your subconscious is trying to execute the script and fight the process at the same time. And as Maltana said, you should see that fade in the next cycle and so on.

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01-02-2019, 11:06 AM
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Wednesday January 2th

Today I have a restday fortunately, I hope I can get some good sleep tonight.


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01-03-2019, 05:48 AM
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Thursday january 3th

My last rest day, and I slept terrible, again. I really really hope my subconscious mind will give in and start executing..... I’m sabotaging myself god dammit and I cannot do anything.

I will just blast through these weeks, and I really have to sacrifice my sleep.

My Christmas holidays are almost over and I have to go back to uni on January 7th
I don’t know if it’s smart to keep running DMSI while having semester final exams.

I’m taking a big ***** leap of faith.

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01-03-2019, 06:57 AM
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Under your circumstances, you need to prioritize. I would prioritize the exams, and then come back later.

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01-04-2019, 03:01 AM
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(01-03-2019 06:57 AM)Shannon Wrote:  Under your circumstances, you need to prioritize. I would prioritize the exams, and then come back later.

@Shannon

I just started my 2nd cycle, if the sleep disturbances continue, is it possible to have a 3 week break?

I will just finish this cycle, it’s only 5 days, so i’ll be done at tuesday, and then I wait until my exam period is over.

I will then re-start, but do I have to go through all the start up turbulence again, if I would re-start DMSI after taking 3 week off?
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01-04-2019, 03:07 AM
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Friday January 4th

Today I started my second week.
I slept slightly better, or maybe i’m just getting used to the not so restful sleep.

I’m finishing this 5 days and then i’ll decide what I will do. Maybe I will take a break, or I will blast right through the turbulence. The Nofap streak is building momentum and I feel I can take more stress on my body, gotta love the sexual energy. It’s real. I wouldn’t do this without sexual abstinence.


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01-05-2019, 05:50 AM
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Saturday January 5th

@Shannon
I slept noticeably better last night, I experienced more deep sleep. More “normal-like” dreams without anger / violence/ homicides etc.

I think my subconscious mind is giving in, he’s adjusting to the new program and I am curious to see what effects I will exert in university environment on female students.

I have more drive and ambition to go do my tasks and training my muscles at the gym.

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