08-03-2023, 06:10 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-03-2023, 06:12 PM by NOMAD.
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Day 157
Maverick has become more obvious in its effects lately. I tend to associate mental imagery with concepts, so here goes: it's similar to being on an airplane in descent. There's a phase where the plane is decreasing in altitude, but you can't see anything because of the layer of clouds. The first 5 months has been similar to entering into the cloud layer. I feel like I'm emerging from the other side where I have a high-level view of the landscape.
Some more notables that i've become aware of:
1) My taste in women is narrowing. I've had multiple instances where I've seen women that I've been extremely attracted to in the past, and now I wonder why.
2) I'm really aloof to a lot of circumstances. But some circumstances trigger a deeper level of passion, anger, intrigue in me.
3) I've become more interested in fitness, but it's geared more toward functional fitness & mobility.\ than vanity.
4) I consume less caffeine
5) i consume less alcohol
6) I've come to really enjoy meditation where i anchor myself deep within my body. The longer I meditate, the longer I want to remain in that state.
7) I'm becoming increasingly bold. I've been told that I'm bold prior to using Maverick. In some ways I agree with that. But Maverick is taking that above and beyond.
There are probably more things to list than I can think of right now. But I'm getting the sense that Maverick has led me through a filtering phase. I've been in the cloud layer. Now that the noise/haze/cloud is beginning to clear, I'm beginning to experience the things that are important to me. Instead of going through the motions with a bunch of nonsense, I think I'm readying myself to live the life I want to live.
Maverick has become more obvious in its effects lately. I tend to associate mental imagery with concepts, so here goes: it's similar to being on an airplane in descent. There's a phase where the plane is decreasing in altitude, but you can't see anything because of the layer of clouds. The first 5 months has been similar to entering into the cloud layer. I feel like I'm emerging from the other side where I have a high-level view of the landscape.
Some more notables that i've become aware of:
1) My taste in women is narrowing. I've had multiple instances where I've seen women that I've been extremely attracted to in the past, and now I wonder why.
2) I'm really aloof to a lot of circumstances. But some circumstances trigger a deeper level of passion, anger, intrigue in me.
3) I've become more interested in fitness, but it's geared more toward functional fitness & mobility.\ than vanity.
4) I consume less caffeine
5) i consume less alcohol
6) I've come to really enjoy meditation where i anchor myself deep within my body. The longer I meditate, the longer I want to remain in that state.
7) I'm becoming increasingly bold. I've been told that I'm bold prior to using Maverick. In some ways I agree with that. But Maverick is taking that above and beyond.
There are probably more things to list than I can think of right now. But I'm getting the sense that Maverick has led me through a filtering phase. I've been in the cloud layer. Now that the noise/haze/cloud is beginning to clear, I'm beginning to experience the things that are important to me. Instead of going through the motions with a bunch of nonsense, I think I'm readying myself to live the life I want to live.
