03-25-2023, 06:39 AM
Day 13
So far, some notable things about Maverick are:
1. My mind feels like it has withdrawn into a vault. There's something heavy going on. Duke mentioned a mental fortress. That might be what's going on. I'm not finding myself emotionally overwhelmed, even under otherwise overwhelming circumstances. Duke also mentioned rewiring. I suspect this is where the heavy feeling comes from. The heaviness is significant enough that I struggled this past week with keeping my mind on boring tasks.
2. I'm more relaxed overall. When I finish typing this, I'm going to lie down with my eyes closed. I'm not sleepy per se'. I just want to bask in my relaxation and recharge.
3. I sleep better. My sleep isn't perfect, but it's better.
4. I'm having vivid dreams that I mostly remember. They tend to either be about sex or people from my past.
5. My taste for coffee is diminishing.
6. The craving for more input from the sub is gone.
That's about all I can think of as far as the obvious goes.
So far, some notable things about Maverick are:
1. My mind feels like it has withdrawn into a vault. There's something heavy going on. Duke mentioned a mental fortress. That might be what's going on. I'm not finding myself emotionally overwhelmed, even under otherwise overwhelming circumstances. Duke also mentioned rewiring. I suspect this is where the heavy feeling comes from. The heaviness is significant enough that I struggled this past week with keeping my mind on boring tasks.
2. I'm more relaxed overall. When I finish typing this, I'm going to lie down with my eyes closed. I'm not sleepy per se'. I just want to bask in my relaxation and recharge.
3. I sleep better. My sleep isn't perfect, but it's better.
4. I'm having vivid dreams that I mostly remember. They tend to either be about sex or people from my past.
5. My taste for coffee is diminishing.
6. The craving for more input from the sub is gone.
That's about all I can think of as far as the obvious goes.
