11-03-2010, 11:54 AM
Life is rolling along at a steady pace. On Saturday I had coffee with my friend in one of those outside cafes in the town centre. I saw many cute girls go by, and had a lot of neediness came up. Stage 2 is bringing up a little neediness, I was down the whole weekend. I was hating my single life. Having a relationship seems a little pointless at this moment in my life, seeing as I hardly have time for myself sometimes. Then again I know this is a limiting belief.
I am not exactly in alignment with meeting new people. I know one of the recommendations that Shannon wrote about in the alpha male instructions was actually going out and meeting new people duh. I am enjoying my hermit phase with great pleasure, but being single sucks. This is quite a catch 22 situation. I know the WM sub deals with being social, but am not sure about the alpha male. I am certain one of the later stages may be dealing with being more social.
As of midweek now, the neediness has gone now but may come back. I am getting flashes of anger I used to get in stage 1, and feeling quite tired as well.
Apart from that, everything is as normal. Noticing my procrastination is getting a little less, I still seem to be distracted most of the times. I am emphasising the importance of doing things to myself more and how they fit in the bigger picture.
I am not exactly in alignment with meeting new people. I know one of the recommendations that Shannon wrote about in the alpha male instructions was actually going out and meeting new people duh. I am enjoying my hermit phase with great pleasure, but being single sucks. This is quite a catch 22 situation. I know the WM sub deals with being social, but am not sure about the alpha male. I am certain one of the later stages may be dealing with being more social.
As of midweek now, the neediness has gone now but may come back. I am getting flashes of anger I used to get in stage 1, and feeling quite tired as well.
Apart from that, everything is as normal. Noticing my procrastination is getting a little less, I still seem to be distracted most of the times. I am emphasising the importance of doing things to myself more and how they fit in the bigger picture.
