10-07-2010, 03:02 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-07-2010, 03:05 PM by Masterchief.)
@ Spiralout. The safety of the bus was the last of my concern. I just wanted to punch the would-be-hijacker's light out. Luckily this was a one off violent phase.
@ Ronatello. Yeah, foggy feeling is what would best describe it. How is your alpha male journey? It is always a pleasure reading your journeys to alpha-ness. I used to read your posts on Cory's forum, when I just got into affirmations.
Last two weeks I have been in a mood with a girl that sit opposite me at work. She is the PA to my financial manager at work. The best way of describing her would be a ditzy, cute, girly girl. I find some of the stuff she says cute and adorable. Even my two supervisors feel the same way.
Recently I have noticed, she is playing up to the stereotype girly girl image (like she has to keep up with the image), which I find really pointless and stupid. I heard conversations on the phone with her boyfriend of 10 years and she doesn't sound like someone whos image she is portraying. The voice tone is completely different.
The beginning of this week, I have found her more tolerable and even paid her a genuine compliment, but the two weeks before it was a whole different story. If she had disappeared of the planet, I wouldn't have battered an eyelid.
I was getting concerned that Alpha Male would be hardening my heart against cute girls. I don't think that was the case though. Just looking out for fakeness I guess. At the beginning of the week, I got a cute look from a girl on the bus. She keeps looking at me as I get on, so I sat next to her. Sadly I couldn't muster up a conversation.
@ Ronatello. Yeah, foggy feeling is what would best describe it. How is your alpha male journey? It is always a pleasure reading your journeys to alpha-ness. I used to read your posts on Cory's forum, when I just got into affirmations.
Last two weeks I have been in a mood with a girl that sit opposite me at work. She is the PA to my financial manager at work. The best way of describing her would be a ditzy, cute, girly girl. I find some of the stuff she says cute and adorable. Even my two supervisors feel the same way.
Recently I have noticed, she is playing up to the stereotype girly girl image (like she has to keep up with the image), which I find really pointless and stupid. I heard conversations on the phone with her boyfriend of 10 years and she doesn't sound like someone whos image she is portraying. The voice tone is completely different.
The beginning of this week, I have found her more tolerable and even paid her a genuine compliment, but the two weeks before it was a whole different story. If she had disappeared of the planet, I wouldn't have battered an eyelid.
I was getting concerned that Alpha Male would be hardening my heart against cute girls. I don't think that was the case though. Just looking out for fakeness I guess. At the beginning of the week, I got a cute look from a girl on the bus. She keeps looking at me as I get on, so I sat next to her. Sadly I couldn't muster up a conversation.
