01-07-2021, 03:41 AM
(12-30-2020, 05:39 AM)Shannon Wrote: With regards to laziness: This is a strong indication that until now, you have been "lazy" in the sense that you got used to relying on fear to motivate you. Now it's being removed, and you have to develop some other way to motivate yourself.
Yes,yes. Accurate. I can confirm. It's related with my parent parenting style which I've only realized since I was an adult. Making a joke when you doing wrong and not only that, i got beaten up in the same time. Lack of appreciation (I'm never got it from my father btw) also supports the issue. Mocking and yelling is my food whenever I make a mistake in their eyes. Even though I don't think I did anything, always blaming for mistake i never did. It creates a kind of defense mechanism to make me run from reality, and i did. It makes me fear from failure and success. example: If i do plan A and then blablabla.... etc. Overthinking ruining my life with irrational reason. And Thanksfully OFv2 doing a job for clearing and destroying my irrational fear
Quote:With regards to thinking of quitting OF: That is your subconscious trying to avoid the goals of OF by trying to derail your efforts. Resistance. Naturally, you don't want to do that; it will pass eventually as the you make more changes in response to the subliminal.
With regards to annoying brain fog: I'm pretty sure at this point that the annoying brain fog is down to one of two things, but I'm not sure which - A) it's your response to the state shifting attempting to put you in the optimal state for achieving the goals of the program, which may happen to be incompatible with certain waking activities, or B) it is your subconscious trying to find some way to dis-incentivize you from using the program. Or perhaps a little of both. I'm not sure.
Thankfully, my tendency for quitting OFv2 is gone right now. My conscious mind can accept easily because i started getting significant changes that i can observe. And for brainfog, i think your reasons can make sense. Since it's 5.75.5G Tech so make my brain burn to optimize my current state and accepting powerfull script in the same time.
