03-12-2014, 02:21 AM
anger reduced and replaced with sadness and fear of future, mostly because job paying me shitty
i called for two jobs today.first one didn't need employee anymore and second one i didn't like the
way woman was talking with to on the phone.
in next days result of the audition i talked about will be revealed i hope i pass.after that will be
2 more small audition to get the job
ahh man,i feel sad.i'm surviving instead of living.
finished 10% of translating the book.got some calls from small customers but one of my big customer
going to delay his purchase.
my parents are really worried about my future.i know they are proud of me for studying and working
at the same time.i try to look solid and strong but yesterday cried 3,4 times when i was alone.
i spent my money wisely,i mean really wisely but when your income is lower than your expenses you have to
reduce expenses(almost impossible and not good) or increase your income.
in short time better paying job could do me that and in long term finishing my game site and finishing the
book.
i called for two jobs today.first one didn't need employee anymore and second one i didn't like the
way woman was talking with to on the phone.
in next days result of the audition i talked about will be revealed i hope i pass.after that will be
2 more small audition to get the job
ahh man,i feel sad.i'm surviving instead of living.
finished 10% of translating the book.got some calls from small customers but one of my big customer
going to delay his purchase.
my parents are really worried about my future.i know they are proud of me for studying and working
at the same time.i try to look solid and strong but yesterday cried 3,4 times when i was alone.
i spent my money wisely,i mean really wisely but when your income is lower than your expenses you have to
reduce expenses(almost impossible and not good) or increase your income.
in short time better paying job could do me that and in long term finishing my game site and finishing the
book.
where attention goes energy flows and result show