LionMonkey is an ALPHA MALE 5.0

[LionMonkey]

agreed, props on putting yourself out there LionMonkey
your second video is so much better.
I'm gonna be blunt with you, your first video-within 3 seconds I wanted to x the screen,
your energy was unsure and my experience of your vibe was a little try hard and sleazy.
Your new video on the other hand, was awesome, you seemed really genuine, your focus seemed to be on being upbeat and real and giving value, your message was a form of active self acceptance, there was almost a childish delight when you talked about the girl kissing, I think this is a very powerful quality. Very impressed with your ability to assimilate the feedback you got and make quick changes for the better

Now that's honest. I appreciate these kinds of feedback.

I do most of my videos after my workout and my dinner so that may very well be the reason why my energy is that slow. Now I know when it's a better time to do them!

The last one I did was after a 15 minute run and no dinner. That may very well have had an effect.. and the aftereffects of socializing and female energy the night before.

hah your videos are helping make a connection LionMonkey. I indeed enjoyed your last video. Keep making them! They are inspiring me.

Glad you liked it! I'm trying to do better and keep the quality high.

Hi LionMonkey, I think nowadays people are in hurry almost all the the time, we live in an instant communicated world when nobody can't wait, and when they see a long video it must have to be very good to see it until the end, if not they skip. People are not patient. I think Brent understand it very well. He gives a lot information in the less time which I think is good and with a lot of power. The illumination is also a lot important in those videos. Remember that this is just my opinion.

This video was good man! I am sure you can even make it better! Keep going!

I like how you approached the women with I had to meet to you, I've been thinking too that and if there is not a situation that can help to start the interaction, this is the best way.

Yeah. People are bored and needs stimulation. I'm the same way when I watch something slow and not very structured.

Also glad that you liked it!

STAGE 3 - DAY 7 - The nightlife and it's randomness

Yo.
Was up.

I'm feeling annoyed and disturbed.
Besides the fact that some fucked up dude who kicked my leg and was about to attack me.. this girl I took home last night didn't want to go the whole way.
Very disturbed I am.
Very damaged she was.

How did I ever end up with taking a girl like that home?
I don't know.
I just know that I'm out there taking actions and risks.
And out there learning to take even better risks.

And out there being myself and sometimes you meet fucked up people.
It's like you kind of have a sense that this person is fucked up but you are not really sure about it.

Then you decide, based on the good side she had shown you, to invest your time on her and she creeps into your head with her BS if you lose focus. The only trait that I really liked about her was her sometimes blunt honesty, yet she was playing games all the time.

With this messy, damaged & disturbed hot girl, I needed to have much more integrity over myself.
She somehow manipulated me to make me lose my integrity and let her do what she wanted regardless of what I wanted.

That's BS.

She talked about her sex history and guys she had slept with. As many as her age.. and probably more.

I wanted so much to throw her out of my apartment because she was acting like a little annoying, spoiled girl, who also were kinda like a pig.

My moral crept in "she's just a girl and has a very long way to home. It's freezing outside".
I let her sleep over.
Never again such a scenario.
NEVER.
EVER.

Ok.
Enough of the negativity.
But good reminders.

What I feel right now is disturbance.
I know my emotions are cultivating.

The experiences I have had are making me stronger.
It's a good thing. I'm accepting it.
You cannot survive this world if you are too serious.

Saturday night compared to friday night was like opposites of the spectrum of genuine/sincere people to very insecure/fucked up people.

There's no good or bad. There only is.
Live by that and go through the shit in this world.

That's the way to survive if you are taking actions and stepping out of your comfort zone.



Alright.
No video today but I hope you had a great read.
Just wanted to let it out.
And keep this as a reminder.

Peace beast.

- JL