07-26-2013, 11:25 PM
I've decided to end the 30 day challenge of meeting women every day because I'm too weak to go through the obstacles that my situation creates.
I'll probably start one again when my vacation is over with more private space for myself...
Stage 1 - Day 14 - Traveling & Increased annoyance
I've been to an Island for 5 days called Qingdao (Tsingtao) and there were no wifi on the hotels.
I shared a double bedded room with my grandmother. She is maybe one of the most annoying person ever, in a way that makes you lose your sense of self by asking unnecessary questions and saying things that doesn't matter at all. (I thought my brothers negativity was the worst I could encounter but alas...)
I've noticed that I talk very little now, since I had to ignore most of her bullshit and it has become a bit of a habit.
I'm amazed at my patience and sometimes it goes in a direction of procrastinating because of the habit which can quickly lead to laziness when you are traveling with a family group and most of the time, you cannot go and do your own thing.
My temperament has been on edge many times lately but I've directed the outer noise more in the ignoring way.
I was on the beach and swimming a bit and I noticed this;
When you feel comfortable, just go into cold water and you'll feel ALIVE! Simplest way but not always easy.
Just like meeting women, you gotta just jump into the water!
I'll probably start one again when my vacation is over with more private space for myself...
Stage 1 - Day 14 - Traveling & Increased annoyance
I've been to an Island for 5 days called Qingdao (Tsingtao) and there were no wifi on the hotels.
I shared a double bedded room with my grandmother. She is maybe one of the most annoying person ever, in a way that makes you lose your sense of self by asking unnecessary questions and saying things that doesn't matter at all. (I thought my brothers negativity was the worst I could encounter but alas...)
I've noticed that I talk very little now, since I had to ignore most of her bullshit and it has become a bit of a habit.
I'm amazed at my patience and sometimes it goes in a direction of procrastinating because of the habit which can quickly lead to laziness when you are traveling with a family group and most of the time, you cannot go and do your own thing.
My temperament has been on edge many times lately but I've directed the outer noise more in the ignoring way.
I was on the beach and swimming a bit and I noticed this;
When you feel comfortable, just go into cold water and you'll feel ALIVE! Simplest way but not always easy.
Just like meeting women, you gotta just jump into the water!
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
