05-16-2016, 01:03 PM
Wow what a nice day. Feeling pretty nostalgic as I sit in this restaurant have a coffee and read some older posts. I'm noticing the people around me and just feel at complete peace and comfort with myself. Socially it feels like when I act everyone else is very akward and I'm ok. Meaning usually I react to what I see in regards to other people's actions but now I just do what I want and it feels completely normal. There's been so many experiences, fear destruction and learning about myself during this journey that when I encounter something weird I embrace it instead of reacting how I think is best.. I'm not dressed super great or anything right now just wearing a tracksuit so it's funny how irrelevant some things are in regards to social value. The attention from women is great too but just being comfortable with myself I think is a huge achievement and something I feel I've been working towards since the start. What a lovely day