Life of a Colossus - DMSI v3.1 A

[Blacksheep]

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[Nox]

Girl at work who was chasing me just decided that she's bitchy to me now. She told a group of people with me there also "I don't think nox hates people, I just think he doesn't care about them at all."

I just replied "that's pretty accurate," and laughed. Everyone got a kick out of it and she got nicer after, but yeah I'm noticing people are starting to avoid, be mean and ignore me more if they were affected by the aura previous.

[SargeMaximus]

Girl at work who was chasing me just decided that she's bitchy to me now. She told a group of people with me there also "I don't think nox hates people, I just think he doesn't care about them at all."

I just replied "that's pretty accurate," and laughed. Everyone got a kick out of it and she got nicer after, but yeah I'm noticing people are starting to avoid, be mean and ignore me more if they were affected by the aura previous.

The Secretary where I work made this exact shift. No bad mouthing me (unless she does it behind my back) tho.

[Blacksheep]

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[NoLimit]

Anyone else getting ghosted/avoided by people that annoy you?

Two women that live in my complex, and annoy me, have started treating me differently. They used to say "Hi Travis" using my name and such and speaking to me very directly w/eye contact and enthusiasm. Now, they won't look me in the eye and have avoided me a couple times. Complete change in their behavior towards me.

It's a good kind of ghosting I guess, because as I said, these women aren't attractive and they annoy me. It's a labour to exchange words with them.

Still, it caught be off guard. I've known both for years, and their attitude to me changed practically overnight. This new behavior has been consistent for about two weeks now.

Yes there were some girls into me before DMSI but I didn't like and didn't want to hang out with them because they were really supercifial and not that pretty etc.

And since 2 weeks into DMSI they stopped taking contact with me which is pretty cool because it was a waste of time for me !

[Blacksheep]

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[Blacksheep]

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[NoLimit]

I've settled on 3 loops a day. Over listening/Over exposure is REAL. It just makes things worse.

I haven't been around many girls (studying), but my body language and walk continue to get better. Another interesting and really cool effect is that I no longer get bored in school. I've always been antsy and figety in the classroom, for close to 20 years as a student, but a weird thing has happened.

I just sit there, with no tension or anxiety or anything, until its time to go. I don't even think about how much time I have left in class. At the end, I'm just like, "Ok, it's time to go I guess" this has been consistent now for a few weeks. I have also really begun to enjoy my school work.

You might consider that lame but its a very useful and unexpected benefit from the program. Both are he result of the healing I think.

There were a couple things with girla but I'll save that for another update

Same for me bro, I'm starting to love the learning process and enjoying the work I'm doing, as I see the opportunity where it will lead me !
I also stopped weed and video games and I've been playing video games since I'm 8 years old ! (not smoking weed tho )

[Blacksheep]

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[Dzemoo]

My results have completely fallen off.. I'm getting ghosted like crazy even my family is ignoring/ not respecting me. Girls won't even look at me and if they do look they look away immediately. Even my confidence around women is bad.

experienced the same but i dont care anymore

[AlphaScorpio]

My results have completely fallen off.. I'm getting ghosted like crazy even my family is ignoring/ not respecting me. Girls won't even look at me and if they do look they look away immediately. Even my confidence around women is bad.

WTF IS GOING ON!?!

Maybe I've been running too many loops, I'm gonna bring it back to two loops.

Internally I feel pretty good, I feel the healing for sure.. Just disapointed like I've been running DMSI for 11 months now >_<

Basically stopped DMSI because of these reasons, I experienced the exact same thing going on, something not right at all.

[Dzemoo]

funny that it took you guys 2 months to realize something i noticed after 3 days of use

[Blacksheep]

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[chaosvrgn]

Shannon has explained multiple times what this is, it's like you're all ignoring the very logical answer as a means to derail development of the program.

As you go through cycles of clearing, there will be times when your internal state and external state (body language, external actions, etc.) are misaligned. This creates a similar incongruence as ODing on pheromones and has the same effect: you get ghosted because people don't know how to perceive you.

Also, as your subconscious turns inward for healing, you will temporarily "lose results" because it's focused on clearing, not getting laid. He literally said this like two days ago.

This cycle only lasts for a short period of time before it balances out and you reach a new baseline. I know this because I've experienced it time and time again. It ALWAYS goes away.

This is a natural law of society. The higher you are in value, the more you will be attacked as people try to bring you down to exalt themselves. You want to be alpha? King of men? That's the price you pay.

All of you who quit because of this tiny setback are weak, and you've done exactly what society wanted you to do -- give up and be mediocre. Pat yourselves on the back for your failure.