This is so amazing!!
I never expected such growth in such a short period of time, now if I look myself now and look at the person who used to be me before starting the training, WOW! What a difference, I am just on another level right now. Of course, things get shaky sometimes due to resistance but other than that...
TV doesn't interest me, haven't watched it since ages. Movies doesn't, sports (watching) doesn't, news doesn't, and whatever that doesn't aid me in becoming the strongest version of myself DOES NOT INTEREST ME.
And, that goes to all the things that I stuck upon.
I haven't watched any porn whatsoever in last 6 days, not even masturbated, and have no desire to do so, this is a BIG breakthrough.
My old patterns of habits and routines are wearing out and I am much more productive than before, much more disciplined, much more focused. I don't have to force myself to do things, most of the time, everything happens naturally.
And on top of that what is great is that my parents are, unstably but slowly, adapting to the new me. Yes!
The people who used to be my friends, don'ts, I can't even be near them and feel uncomfortable, I am like leave me alone I don't want to be with you. I hate to say it but I better have have no friends than to have them.
I broke up with the girl I met online 3 weeks ago, short relationship but a meaningful one. She gave me what I needed the most, at that time. Sooner or later, it was time to move on.
But, that's not important, what fascinates me more is that I have absolutely NO NEEDINESS to be with her, people come and go, of course I felt bad, still feeling the blues, I have always been a very sensitive person, so I expected that, BUT it is nothing compared to my previous relationship, I was so needy and desperate, literally begged her to convince her to not to leave me. But NOW, I took the charge, made a final decision (I had an option) and said goodbye.
She gave me an inch, I took a mile.
That is all.
I never expected such growth in such a short period of time, now if I look myself now and look at the person who used to be me before starting the training, WOW! What a difference, I am just on another level right now. Of course, things get shaky sometimes due to resistance but other than that...
TV doesn't interest me, haven't watched it since ages. Movies doesn't, sports (watching) doesn't, news doesn't, and whatever that doesn't aid me in becoming the strongest version of myself DOES NOT INTEREST ME.
And, that goes to all the things that I stuck upon.
I haven't watched any porn whatsoever in last 6 days, not even masturbated, and have no desire to do so, this is a BIG breakthrough.
My old patterns of habits and routines are wearing out and I am much more productive than before, much more disciplined, much more focused. I don't have to force myself to do things, most of the time, everything happens naturally.
And on top of that what is great is that my parents are, unstably but slowly, adapting to the new me. Yes!
The people who used to be my friends, don'ts, I can't even be near them and feel uncomfortable, I am like leave me alone I don't want to be with you. I hate to say it but I better have have no friends than to have them.
I broke up with the girl I met online 3 weeks ago, short relationship but a meaningful one. She gave me what I needed the most, at that time. Sooner or later, it was time to move on.
But, that's not important, what fascinates me more is that I have absolutely NO NEEDINESS to be with her, people come and go, of course I felt bad, still feeling the blues, I have always been a very sensitive person, so I expected that, BUT it is nothing compared to my previous relationship, I was so needy and desperate, literally begged her to convince her to not to leave me. But NOW, I took the charge, made a final decision (I had an option) and said goodbye.
She gave me an inch, I took a mile.
That is all.
STRENGTH, above all else..
