No matter what I do, I treat people with respect or I cut them down and directly tell them to do something, which would normally turn anyone off, regardless of anything, I am getting RESPECT and getting it from everybody, also, from the people I am not conversing with I am sub communicating that I am high value. I am so very humble and kind when I speak that sometimes I even surprise myself.
Friend: (slightly pushes me)
Me: Don't do that.
Friend: (pushes me again) Come on man.
Me: Don't you understand what I am saying, don't do that.
Friend: (pushes me harder) I'll do it.
Me: (leaving) Don't talk to me again.
...after some while
Friend: (comes running after me) Sorry (justifying himself).
Me: You better be, but if you this again...
My relationship with my parents is better than ever, it really complicates my mind when I think about that, because in no way I am treating them as they expect me to.
Me: I don't want listen to your BS, talk sense or get out of my room.
Mom: OK (she didn't get angry as usual and started talking things of purpose which really took me by surprise)
There are many more instances like that, I believe they are beginning to Trust and Respect me and at least agree with me on the subconscious level.
Does the early stages of sub encourage you to spend some time alone?
My socialization skills are all time low
Most of my conversations go like this.
Friend: What are you doing? (or any other question for that matter)
Me: huh, what? (lost in my own world)
Friend: What are you doing?
Me: Oh, nothing.
Friend: Did you came yesterday? (another question, most of the time)
Me: Yeah.
Friend: I didn't see you, really, did you? (and another question)
Me: Yeah, I did.
Friend: (gets nothing out of me, leaves)
As you can see I am not adding any value to the conversation, I don't want to, I am literally shouting in my head..
LEAVE ME ALONE.
Friend: (slightly pushes me)
Me: Don't do that.
Friend: (pushes me again) Come on man.
Me: Don't you understand what I am saying, don't do that.
Friend: (pushes me harder) I'll do it.
Me: (leaving) Don't talk to me again.
...after some while
Friend: (comes running after me) Sorry (justifying himself).
Me: You better be, but if you this again...
My relationship with my parents is better than ever, it really complicates my mind when I think about that, because in no way I am treating them as they expect me to.
Me: I don't want listen to your BS, talk sense or get out of my room.
Mom: OK (she didn't get angry as usual and started talking things of purpose which really took me by surprise)
There are many more instances like that, I believe they are beginning to Trust and Respect me and at least agree with me on the subconscious level.
Does the early stages of sub encourage you to spend some time alone?
My socialization skills are all time low
Most of my conversations go like this.
Friend: What are you doing? (or any other question for that matter)
Me: huh, what? (lost in my own world)
Friend: What are you doing?
Me: Oh, nothing.
Friend: Did you came yesterday? (another question, most of the time)
Me: Yeah.
Friend: I didn't see you, really, did you? (and another question)
Me: Yeah, I did.
Friend: (gets nothing out of me, leaves)
As you can see I am not adding any value to the conversation, I don't want to, I am literally shouting in my head..
LEAVE ME ALONE.
STRENGTH, above all else..
