DAY 12 - NOTHING BUT ANGRY, AND MORE ANGRY..
I am not seeing any changes as such, when I used ASC lot more emotions came up, just focused on improving my physical self, also how I feel depends on what I am wearing, I feel more Alpha wearing formals which are perfectly tailored according to me.
I set a context for myself in social situations, people have opinions about me, I have opinions about people and these things are pulling me back from developing myself, whenever I enter that social situation or whenever I am near people who have a negative mental image of me - or a beta male image of me I tend to go back to old patterns, and on the other hand, when I meet new people I do very well, I am very social with new people but very inactive with old ones, so what I want to do is be active with the old ones, which is the biggest challenge I am facing right now.
I am not seeing any changes as such, when I used ASC lot more emotions came up, just focused on improving my physical self, also how I feel depends on what I am wearing, I feel more Alpha wearing formals which are perfectly tailored according to me.
I set a context for myself in social situations, people have opinions about me, I have opinions about people and these things are pulling me back from developing myself, whenever I enter that social situation or whenever I am near people who have a negative mental image of me - or a beta male image of me I tend to go back to old patterns, and on the other hand, when I meet new people I do very well, I am very social with new people but very inactive with old ones, so what I want to do is be active with the old ones, which is the biggest challenge I am facing right now.
STRENGTH, above all else..
