07-21-2010, 07:49 AM
(07-21-2010, 06:20 AM)Leo Wrote: Ryan - We met through work so the email is her work email. I sent her a email last week and she reponded a day later saying it made her laugh but when I sent her a text message a few days after that I didn't get a reply. That isn't something that would get to me normally but lately
I've noticed things affect me a lot more in a negative way. Been feeling pretty low over the last few days (lack of confidence, not feeling attractive). Last night woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't get back to sleep. Before then I've been sleeping pretty good, can't remember much from my dreams though. Although occassionally I dream I'm falling from a skyscrapper and I always wakeup freaked out.
Don't let it get to you too much, find some things that make you happy in the meantime and stay motivated. It'll clear all this neediness out of your system.
In the movie Inception they call that a "kick"! Here's an interpretation:
"As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life.�When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life.
Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love.�You feel shameful and lack a sense of pride. You are unable to keep up with the status quo or that you don't measure up."
Seems like your experiencing a bit of resistance.
