07-21-2010, 06:20 AM
Yeah Spiral you're right but it's difficult to meet face to face, which is why I'm having to build rapport through email. It's not ideal and I would prefer to ask her out directly but I haven't built up enough comfort with her yet and I know the answer will be no. It's frustrating. I hear what you're saying about other fish in the sea but at I don't feel as though I have many alternative options at present. I have to say I don't feel I could seduce her even if we did meet face to face. Not feeling too good about myself at the moment.
Also I was writing out affirmations from Magnetic Mindset and to be honest I didn't really notice much of a change.
Ryan - We met through work so the email is her work email. I sent her a email last week and she reponded a day later saying it made her laugh but when I sent her a text message a few days after that I didn't get a reply. That isn't something that would get to me normally but lately
I've noticed things affect me a lot more in a negative way. Been feeling pretty low over the last few days (lack of confidence, not feeling attractive). Last night woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't get back to sleep. Before then I've been sleeping pretty good, can't remember much from my dreams though. Although occassionally I dream I'm falling from a skyscrapper and I always wakeup freaked out.
Wildflower - I have still been getting aggressive feelings with an urge to lash out, which isn't good. With everything else that has been happening It's been tough to process it all.
Also I was writing out affirmations from Magnetic Mindset and to be honest I didn't really notice much of a change.
Ryan - We met through work so the email is her work email. I sent her a email last week and she reponded a day later saying it made her laugh but when I sent her a text message a few days after that I didn't get a reply. That isn't something that would get to me normally but lately
I've noticed things affect me a lot more in a negative way. Been feeling pretty low over the last few days (lack of confidence, not feeling attractive). Last night woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't get back to sleep. Before then I've been sleeping pretty good, can't remember much from my dreams though. Although occassionally I dream I'm falling from a skyscrapper and I always wakeup freaked out.
Wildflower - I have still been getting aggressive feelings with an urge to lash out, which isn't good. With everything else that has been happening It's been tough to process it all.
