07-11-2010, 08:30 AM
So it's 11 days since I started WM and first the bad news. The annoying headache is back today for some reason. I haven't really changed the volume settings, have tried lowering the sound but it's not really had much of an effect. I had a massive listening day on Saturday. Around 10 hours while sleeping and then probably more than seven during the day. Maybe that has something to do with it, not sure.
Now the good news (sort of). I don't seem to be as good at logging the changes I feel on a daily basis so a lot of it is in hindsight. Having said that some of my female friends at work are a lot more friendlier to me during the day than they have been in the past. I still have this thing about going out and haven't been in much of a mood at all really so can't say how the changes are affecting me in relation to women I don't know.
The fun mood I was in for a few days last week has also gone a little for the time being. However, I've also had long bouts of regret especially regarding a comedy show I did a few weeks ago. It was the first time I had ever done anything like that so was proud of myself for doing it but lately all I can think about is how people probably didn't like it, which is strange because I got laughs and the audience seemed to enjoy themselves. Also have been getting thoughts that I'm not good enough for a couple of girls I really like. I'm guessing/hoping this is the WM sub working. I must admit I'm still not feeling particularly sexy and have also have been getting a bit impatient for the sub to kick in. Guess it's starting to happen in a subtle way.
Now the good news (sort of). I don't seem to be as good at logging the changes I feel on a daily basis so a lot of it is in hindsight. Having said that some of my female friends at work are a lot more friendlier to me during the day than they have been in the past. I still have this thing about going out and haven't been in much of a mood at all really so can't say how the changes are affecting me in relation to women I don't know.
The fun mood I was in for a few days last week has also gone a little for the time being. However, I've also had long bouts of regret especially regarding a comedy show I did a few weeks ago. It was the first time I had ever done anything like that so was proud of myself for doing it but lately all I can think about is how people probably didn't like it, which is strange because I got laughs and the audience seemed to enjoy themselves. Also have been getting thoughts that I'm not good enough for a couple of girls I really like. I'm guessing/hoping this is the WM sub working. I must admit I'm still not feeling particularly sexy and have also have been getting a bit impatient for the sub to kick in. Guess it's starting to happen in a subtle way.
