07-03-2010, 02:32 AM
Hello all,
I've been inspired to write this journal after reading some of the other ones on the forum.
Brief bit of history about me. I got into pickup about two years ago and have been trying to get good at it on and off since then. I did the whole PUA training thing, read loads of books, that more often than not contradicted one another, and tried Magnetic Mindset without too much success.
I tried an alpha male sub from Brainwave Mind Voyage and used it for around a month for more than 10 hours a day. They are only 10 minutes long and after initially feeling more aggressive (and almost getting into a fight) I stopped noticing any changes.
Even before using the subs I have been able to open girls and get numbers but more often than not they tend to flake, which is really annoying. I also get a fair amount of eye contact from girls but often I don't hold their gaze and then don't do anything about it.
Tried Woman Magnet (part 1)for the first time a day ago (more than 8 hours while sleeping) and the biggest thing I noticed was my confidence level completely dropping and becoming more self conscious when a couple of friends asked if I wanted to go gaming. I didn't go out in the end and it's got me a bit down to be honest.
Also I've been getting headaches as well. I've been using the silent version but I think I've had the volume too loud. It's difficult to know how high the volume should be.
Anyway it's still very early days and hopefully I will notice some positive changes soon.
I'll keep you posted on how I get on.
I've been inspired to write this journal after reading some of the other ones on the forum.
Brief bit of history about me. I got into pickup about two years ago and have been trying to get good at it on and off since then. I did the whole PUA training thing, read loads of books, that more often than not contradicted one another, and tried Magnetic Mindset without too much success.
I tried an alpha male sub from Brainwave Mind Voyage and used it for around a month for more than 10 hours a day. They are only 10 minutes long and after initially feeling more aggressive (and almost getting into a fight) I stopped noticing any changes.
Even before using the subs I have been able to open girls and get numbers but more often than not they tend to flake, which is really annoying. I also get a fair amount of eye contact from girls but often I don't hold their gaze and then don't do anything about it.
Tried Woman Magnet (part 1)for the first time a day ago (more than 8 hours while sleeping) and the biggest thing I noticed was my confidence level completely dropping and becoming more self conscious when a couple of friends asked if I wanted to go gaming. I didn't go out in the end and it's got me a bit down to be honest.
Also I've been getting headaches as well. I've been using the silent version but I think I've had the volume too loud. It's difficult to know how high the volume should be.
Anyway it's still very early days and hopefully I will notice some positive changes soon.
I'll keep you posted on how I get on.
