Coming out from a depression and trying to understand my current situation and how to work with it, hoping that someone could shed some light for on the situation for me.
Background
Suffered from burn-out which drained me and made my body extremely tense and tight. Have worked with it for a long time (1 year) and are currently feeling OK, but still have some things to work with.
Main problem 1
Having problem "thinking clearly". I have a hard time organizing my thoughts and doing simple reasoning, combined with feeling very uncertain about the future. My head feels very tense and I have problem with relaxing the mind, going to sleep and just don't feel that I am "home" up there, like the "lights are out". I have a hard time to figure out something for myself, and are sensitive to what other people say and somewhat to what they think (not sure about the thinking part, could be made up by myself). Also choosing words and just "general" thinking is impaired.
Main problem 2
Feeling ungrounded, not in contact with the more "basic" me. Guess it is problems with root and sacral chakra so I have tried to work with those two, mainly with breathing exercises and focusing my attention to each chakra and trying to open it up. Currently feeling that my sacral chakra is opening up again, and that I can feel the root chakra (which I haven't been able to do during the depression)
Secondary problems
Have experienced emotional problems as a result from the depression, with low confidence, low emotional energy. Have recovered in this problem, and are feeling emotionally "ok" but not as confident as usual.
Analysis
I believe that these things have to do with one another, and if I can get my head (upper chakras) to relax, so will my energy be able to go downwards. Currently it feels like it is all "locked up" because the mind/head is so tense. Like there is a blockage.
This is really bugging me out and causing big problems for me, so if someone has any ideas of how i can increase the speed of my recovery they will be greatly appreciated. Or just explain it to me, as my cognitive problems make it hard to comprehend and make a good assessment from what I can find online as it just confuses me. Currently I am doing some energy work with breathing exercises (wim-hof), working with a Tai Chi-routine and going to acupuncture every week. What I am really looking for is something that could balance my two chakras out and slow them down from being in the overdrive-state they currently are in.
PS. I attached a picture with how I feel in the body. Head area - tense, lower back and downwards - not feeling like I'm in "contact" with that parts, lower abdomen, tense and I can feel that my breath don't expand that area, and chest area I feel "weak" in it.
Background
Suffered from burn-out which drained me and made my body extremely tense and tight. Have worked with it for a long time (1 year) and are currently feeling OK, but still have some things to work with.
Main problem 1
Having problem "thinking clearly". I have a hard time organizing my thoughts and doing simple reasoning, combined with feeling very uncertain about the future. My head feels very tense and I have problem with relaxing the mind, going to sleep and just don't feel that I am "home" up there, like the "lights are out". I have a hard time to figure out something for myself, and are sensitive to what other people say and somewhat to what they think (not sure about the thinking part, could be made up by myself). Also choosing words and just "general" thinking is impaired.
Main problem 2
Feeling ungrounded, not in contact with the more "basic" me. Guess it is problems with root and sacral chakra so I have tried to work with those two, mainly with breathing exercises and focusing my attention to each chakra and trying to open it up. Currently feeling that my sacral chakra is opening up again, and that I can feel the root chakra (which I haven't been able to do during the depression)
Secondary problems
Have experienced emotional problems as a result from the depression, with low confidence, low emotional energy. Have recovered in this problem, and are feeling emotionally "ok" but not as confident as usual.
Analysis
I believe that these things have to do with one another, and if I can get my head (upper chakras) to relax, so will my energy be able to go downwards. Currently it feels like it is all "locked up" because the mind/head is so tense. Like there is a blockage.
This is really bugging me out and causing big problems for me, so if someone has any ideas of how i can increase the speed of my recovery they will be greatly appreciated. Or just explain it to me, as my cognitive problems make it hard to comprehend and make a good assessment from what I can find online as it just confuses me. Currently I am doing some energy work with breathing exercises (wim-hof), working with a Tai Chi-routine and going to acupuncture every week. What I am really looking for is something that could balance my two chakras out and slow them down from being in the overdrive-state they currently are in.
PS. I attached a picture with how I feel in the body. Head area - tense, lower back and downwards - not feeling like I'm in "contact" with that parts, lower abdomen, tense and I can feel that my breath don't expand that area, and chest area I feel "weak" in it.