09-05-2020, 01:44 AM
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Stage 1 | Day 25
Cycle #5
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At times I am feeling emotionally raw and exposed. Other times it feels like the onset of a depression. Then there are also sudden euphoric moments. In two words: emotionally fickle.
Flashbacks to very different parts of my past.
My posture and physique is changing. Some spots where I had bad circulation and/or no sensations (without me realizing that they are off the map of my nervous system ... in some cases for i-don't-know-how-many years) are getting tender. The pyhsical healing alone is worth its number of letters in gold. I am slowly dissolving the remains of a broken toe, a broken arm, deep cuts into fingers, spinal misalignment due to accidents, misaligned hips and knees due to accidents, jammed muscles and/or muscles fibers of different extremities sticking together ... the list goes on and on and on. Even nasty insects bites from somewhere in my distant and not so distant past reappear to be straightened out. Everything from serious injury to minor nuisance. And I don't even want to start about my fascia wedging in veins and muscles. It seems my body stored everything.
While dealing with all this physical stuff, I get flashbacks to when it happened. Sometimes I remember it, sometimes I have a vague recollection, sometimes it's completely WTF.
Emotional cleansing through physical healing.
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