LTU 5 Journey

[JakeKennedy]

Started listening to LTU5 on my IPhone due to convenience instead of JBL speakers 3 days ago . Last 3 nights I have remembered dreams which is very rare for me. The only significant one, I was sitting in a restaurant and a tall thin unfamiliar stoic man walked straight towards me and before I knew what he was doing threw his cup of hot coffee in my face. Then I woke up. In other ones I was examining kitchen appliances in a very methodical manner. All kinds of different ones in different dreams,coffee pots, microwaves, toasters, etc. Examining their features , quality, etc. this is odd because my gf cooks 95% of my food. The rest I eat order in at work which is paid for by my business. 

Edit: Forgot to add when I went from JBL speakers to iPhone I went from flac to mp3.

I have been wasting too much time with porn and masturbation. I started a nofap hardcore 3 days ago. GF is sick now then will be out of town so I’m thinking of doing hardcore for 30 days then regular for an additional 60+ to reset things.

[ncbeareatingman]

Intreguing stuff Jake...dream wise I mean. When you say hardcore, do you mean 'hardcore' 30 days as in NOFap or LTU 5, 7 days a week with no break or down time or?

[JakeKennedy]

Intreguing stuff Jake...dream wise I mean.   When you say hardcore, do you mean  'hardcore' 30 days as in NOFap or LTU 5,  7 days a week with no break or down time or?

Sorry if that wasn’t clear. NOFap Hard mode for first 30 days of nofap. Then nofap “normal ” for at least 60 days after that. 

I don’t want to give up sex any longer than 30 days so that’s why hard mode for only 30 days. Not sure I can even make it that long hard mode. Today is day 5.

[JakeKennedy]

I haven’t said much about LTU5 because I have been trying to wait and see if my observations were consistent. Since I have been running it for a couple weeks I will go ahead and report. I have been running Shannon’s subs for some years now and for me this is the most in your face aggressive sub I have ever run. There has been nothing subtle or smooth about it. Now that’s not to say it isn’t effective because to the contrary I believe it will prove to be extremely effective. My GF and I have been at each other’s throats for the past two weeks. After nearly parting ways we have decided to stay together and have resolved to make things stronger than ever between us. I have been facing much more turmoil within my business as well. Today for the first time I received some very positive news indicating that what previously looked like a disaster may turn out in my favor. Also found out someone extremely close to me has been sabotaging me behind my back. This one is still inresolved but my source indicates this started in the last two weeks. 

LTU4 for me was subtle but there. LTU5 seems to be going through my life like a tornado. I’m hoping when all the dust settles things are tuned up.

[JakeKennedy]

Today I went into a Walmart today to buy a new grill. I have never been a big Walmart fan as I believe most of the items they carry are not of the highest quality. But they carry a specific “Walmart exclusive” model I was unable to get anywhere else and it was the only one that would fit my space and function requirements. Usually I can be anonymous in those types of places which I prefer so I can get in and get out. Today however as soon as I went in I went to grab some ibuprofen before going to the lawn and garden section. A random woman 7/10starts talking to me about how she can never find what she needs. I was in a hurry so politely blew her off and moved on.  A couple different randoms said hi to me. I have no idea who they were. It felt somewhat like a celebrity effect. Two male employees loaded the grill then a third female employee pushed it to the front for me to pay. I followed with several other items I needed. As we walked to the front a random guy started heckling me about not pushing the cart for the female employee. At first I started to get mad but I quickly found humor in how ridiculous the guy was being. I was carrying several items, one of which was heavy and all she was doing was pushing a cart. Also I was the customer and she was the employee. He made several similar comments but I just smiled at him and walked on to the front. After I paid a male employee pushed the cart behind me to my truck to help me load it and on the way a different guy started making comments about how I should have paid the extra fee to have store employees assemble the grill. At this point I was like what the f**k is going on!  I just shook my head and kept walking to my truck and the guy walked into the store. I still find the chain of events very odd especially the two hecklers. 

[JakeKennedy]

Since switching to ultrasonic mp3 on IPhone XS Max from flac on JBL speaker things have been odd on LTU5. I’m not saying it’s not working or even that I’m not executing but a lot of odd things have been occurring on a too regular of basis. Annoying things like outlined in the last few posts. I’m used to my life running more smoothly than this. I can’t say for certain all of this has anything to do with LTU5 or even the switch from flac to mp3 and devices. It could be all coincidence but I’m switching back to flac and away from iPhone for now. Using the iPhone is super convenient but if I execute better with my old setup then so be it. 

[JakeKennedy]

In response to @Hittman1124 thanks for asking about my LTU experience and bringing to my attention the fact my journals were not accurately named!  I would have considered myself a happy person my entire life. Since beginning LTU5 I don’t feel happier but I feel unhappy less. Confidence has increased but it doesn’t feel like the super high invincible confidence of ASC so far. It’s feels like the FRM is slowly chipping away at fears so confidence has increased as a byproduct of less fear. Now motivation is the interesting one. I actually feel less motivated than normal but have been getting more stuff done. I was actually thinking a few days ago about how unmotivated I have been feeling. (I use a customized version of David Allan’s “Getting Things Done” list system) But then I realized I may not have felt motivated I have been knocking items off my checklists more consistently and timely than ever. I think in the past I needed to “feel motivated” but now I just get sh*t done regardless of how I feel. Hope that helps. Any other questions ask away. 

[ncbeareatingman]

Very good progress and expereinces Jake. as usual you're rockin' it all the way. that stuff with the two guys at wal-mart. was weird and different,where was that crap coming from...intreguing to say da least. LTU5 is like quantum jumpin' from what I've read of the Men who are utilizing it. Holding out for Ultra Monetary Success,here,other wise I'd be on LTU5 right now. more power to ya Man. Keith.

[JakeKennedy]

Very good progress and expereinces Jake. as usual you're rockin' it all the way. that stuff with the two guys at wal-mart. was weird and different,where was that crap coming from...intreguing to say da least. LTU5 is like quantum jumpin' from what I've read of the Men who are utilizing it. Holding out for Ultra Monetary Success,here,other wise I'd be on LTU5 right now. more power to ya Man. Keith.

No idea where the wal-mart type stuff was coming from buddy. For a short period, a series of odd dream like stuff happened in real life. Then as quick as it came it passed. Some of it I didn’t even get into the journal because I was so busy. I’m not sure if I was working through stuff or what.

[Hittman1124]

In response to @Hittman1124 thanks for asking about my LTU experience and bringing to my attention the fact my journals were not accurately named!  I would have considered myself a happy person my entire life. Since beginning LTU5 I don’t feel happier but I feel unhappy less. Confidence has increased but it doesn’t feel like the super high invincible confidence of ASC so far. It’s feels like the FRM is slowly chipping away at fears so confidence has increased as a byproduct of less fear. Now motivation is the interesting one. I actually feel less motivated than normal but have been getting more stuff done. I was actually thinking a few days ago about how unmotivated I have been feeling. (I use a customized version of David Allan’s “Getting Things Done” list system) But then I realized I may not have felt motivated I have been knocking items off my checklists more consistently and timely than ever. I think in the past I needed to “feel motivated” but now I just get sh*t done regardless of how I feel. Hope that helps.  Any other questions ask away. 

Thanks for your reply Jake.  

Let me ask you this, I suffer from an inferiority complex, I really do have a terrible memory and my ability think on my feet could be a lot better.

This causes me to be very insecure in social situations. Has this sub had an impact on your social grace?

What would you say are the 3 biggest thibgs you’ve gotten from LTU so far. Thanks in advance for your reply.

[JakeKennedy]

In response to @Hittman1124 thanks for asking about my LTU experience and bringing to my attention the fact my journals were not accurately named!  I would have considered myself a happy person my entire life. Since beginning LTU5 I don’t feel happier but I feel unhappy less. Confidence has increased but it doesn’t feel like the super high invincible confidence of ASC so far. It’s feels like the FRM is slowly chipping away at fears so confidence has increased as a byproduct of less fear. Now motivation is the interesting one. I actually feel less motivated than normal but have been getting more stuff done. I was actually thinking a few days ago about how unmotivated I have been feeling. (I use a customized version of David Allan’s “Getting Things Done” list system) But then I realized I may not have felt motivated I have been knocking items off my checklists more consistently and timely than ever. I think in the past I needed to “feel motivated” but now I just get sh*t done regardless of how I feel. Hope that helps.  Any other questions ask away. 

Thanks for your reply Jake.  

Let me ask you this, I suffer from an inferiority complex, I really do have a terrible memory and my ability think on my feet could be a lot better.

This causes me to be very insecure in social situations. Has this sub had an impact on your social grace?

What would you say are the 3 biggest thibgs you’ve gotten from LTU so far. Thanks in advance for your reply.

In my opinion being able to think on your feet is a skill. However if anxiety is high your thinking will be cloudy in these situations. Why do we generally have anxiety..... Fear. Once the FRM has time to deal with fears anxiety should decrease and thinking should be more clear and sharp. This has been my experience. 

[Hittman1124]

In response to @Hittman1124 thanks for asking about my LTU experience and bringing to my attention the fact my journals were not accurately named!  I would have considered myself a happy person my entire life. Since beginning LTU5 I don’t feel happier but I feel unhappy less. Confidence has increased but it doesn’t feel like the super high invincible confidence of ASC so far. It’s feels like the FRM is slowly chipping away at fears so confidence has increased as a byproduct of less fear. Now motivation is the interesting one. I actually feel less motivated than normal but have been getting more stuff done. I was actually thinking a few days ago about how unmotivated I have been feeling. (I use a customized version of David Allan’s “Getting Things Done” list system) But then I realized I may not have felt motivated I have been knocking items off my checklists more consistently and timely than ever. I think in the past I needed to “feel motivated” but now I just get sh*t done regardless of how I feel. Hope that helps.  Any other questions ask away. 

Thanks for your reply Jake.  

Let me ask you this, I suffer from an inferiority complex, I really do have a terrible memory and my ability think on my feet could be a lot better.

This causes me to be very insecure in social situations. Has this sub had an impact on your social grace?

What would you say are the 3 biggest thibgs you’ve gotten from LTU so far. Thanks in advance for your reply.

In my opinion being able to think on your feet is a skill. However if anxiety is high your thinking will be cloudy in these situations. Why do we generally have anxiety..... Fear. Once the FRM has time to deal with fears anxiety should decrease and thinking should be more clear and sharp. This has been my experience. 

Thanks Brother

[JakeKennedy]

Observation about LTU5 the FRM and fear. Under normal circumstances the FRM is removing fear very steadily. My fear/anxiety at work is generally around a 1-2/10 currently. Before any work with the FRM in USLM2? fear/anxiety at work was around 5/10. Obviously very significant progress has been made. The odd thing is that if I let myself get  overall hungry or tired at work my fear/anxiety jumps right back to at least a 5/10level.  Hunger seems to be the most appearant of the two. There seems to be a physiological trigger when a certain level of hunger and low blood sugar is reached. Which triggers all the old fears which have nothing to do with hunger or starvation. It will interesting to observe if this fades with time as the FRM has more time to work. 

[JakeKennedy]

Today is my second break day. This is the first break I’ve taken since starting LTU4 then moving straight to LTU5. Actually that’s not true. This is the first break I’ve taken since dmsi 3.2.  I went USLM 1-2-3-LTU4-LTU5 no break days. The sub has been quite effective with no break days so we will see how the break days change things. I’m not entirely sure why I’m going to try the 4 days on 2 off now other than it just feels right at this point.