02-28-2019, 03:46 PM
LTU 5- Day 4
Man I gotta be honest, things are currently NOT going very smoothly.... Sleep has not been the best and ive been feeling pretty drained and exhausted, especially today. Had to cut my workout short because I was just too tired to complete it. My emotions have been a bit all over the place. Have had some fears and issues come up that I thought were mostly behind me, but apparently not. Feelings a bit dazed and confused and discouraged with things at the moment. My meditation/yoga also hasnt been as good lately and ive been more in my head and out of the flow of things.
The situation with said girl above has been all over the place and may be officially done here depending on how are next talk goes. Hoping this is all just a big clearing/purging period and I will break through to the other side soon. On day 1 and the days prior I had some moments of feeling great during the day. Kind of similar to the TID I felt I was experiencing before starting LTU 4, but it seemed like once I started both of them that died down and more emotional distress kicked in in its place. Hoping to get some more of that positivity and in the flow of things like feelings back here soon.
Man I gotta be honest, things are currently NOT going very smoothly.... Sleep has not been the best and ive been feeling pretty drained and exhausted, especially today. Had to cut my workout short because I was just too tired to complete it. My emotions have been a bit all over the place. Have had some fears and issues come up that I thought were mostly behind me, but apparently not. Feelings a bit dazed and confused and discouraged with things at the moment. My meditation/yoga also hasnt been as good lately and ive been more in my head and out of the flow of things.
The situation with said girl above has been all over the place and may be officially done here depending on how are next talk goes. Hoping this is all just a big clearing/purging period and I will break through to the other side soon. On day 1 and the days prior I had some moments of feeling great during the day. Kind of similar to the TID I felt I was experiencing before starting LTU 4, but it seemed like once I started both of them that died down and more emotional distress kicked in in its place. Hoping to get some more of that positivity and in the flow of things like feelings back here soon.
