Shannon - I've been using the masked subs since I started and I'm getting used to the ocean noises so no dramas.
Hey guys, I haven't posted for a while so I thought I'd just give an update on what's happening. I've been getting used to the subs a bit now. I'm still feeling tired a lot, even though I'm getting 8 hours of sleep. Some mornings I'm just so tired I sleep in for another 2 hours or whatever.
I've been feeling really ok within myself lately, I don't know if it's confidence or more comfort within. I feel like I'm walking around in my own little bubble some of the time. It's also allowing me to be more open and honest with everyone.
I went out yesterday and did some day game with a mate and jeez I feel so relaxed and comfortable. It's going up and approaching girls was nothing for me yesterday and I was laughing and joking, teasing. Not caring what I said or what happened as a result. I used to go out and think I don't approach 10 girls and get at least 1 phone number and day 2 then I've failed. Now or rather yesterday my mindset was phuck it I'm out to have fun, who gives a sh!t.
I have been thinking I need to pull the trigger a bit more. I went out to a bar with my friend Syd, his gf, Bec and Bec's friend Jamie. This was about 2 weeks ago. When we went out I was talking to Jamie and sitting next to her, getting pretty deep and meaningful and asking her about her passions and what she's doing at the moment. There was a lot of touch going on too, I had my hand on her thigh and hers was on mine, I brushed her hair away more than once. I really felt like I should've kissed her at this moment but for some reason I didn't and then we started dancing and I don't know my mind went all blank and I was just enjoying dancing so I didn't think about it after that. I'm guessing pulling the trigger and just going for that kiss will come into the sub later on but then as I get more comfortable and confident within myself it'll happen anyway.
I've been having really vivid dreams when I do dream since starting the sub. I've been listening to woman magnet for about 30 days now, stage 1 only and I've had 3 really vivid dreams in that time. Two were about the zombie take-over dream I mentioned earlier and another dream I had 2 nights previous was about Dad dying. This really shook me and brought up a lot of emotion to the point where I was waking up in tears. For me this is a big thing because I don't cry at all and it's hard to get me emotional as well. I'm just gonna assume this has to do with my subconscious dealing with the sub, great to know it's working haha.
Hey guys, I haven't posted for a while so I thought I'd just give an update on what's happening. I've been getting used to the subs a bit now. I'm still feeling tired a lot, even though I'm getting 8 hours of sleep. Some mornings I'm just so tired I sleep in for another 2 hours or whatever.
I've been feeling really ok within myself lately, I don't know if it's confidence or more comfort within. I feel like I'm walking around in my own little bubble some of the time. It's also allowing me to be more open and honest with everyone.
I went out yesterday and did some day game with a mate and jeez I feel so relaxed and comfortable. It's going up and approaching girls was nothing for me yesterday and I was laughing and joking, teasing. Not caring what I said or what happened as a result. I used to go out and think I don't approach 10 girls and get at least 1 phone number and day 2 then I've failed. Now or rather yesterday my mindset was phuck it I'm out to have fun, who gives a sh!t.
I have been thinking I need to pull the trigger a bit more. I went out to a bar with my friend Syd, his gf, Bec and Bec's friend Jamie. This was about 2 weeks ago. When we went out I was talking to Jamie and sitting next to her, getting pretty deep and meaningful and asking her about her passions and what she's doing at the moment. There was a lot of touch going on too, I had my hand on her thigh and hers was on mine, I brushed her hair away more than once. I really felt like I should've kissed her at this moment but for some reason I didn't and then we started dancing and I don't know my mind went all blank and I was just enjoying dancing so I didn't think about it after that. I'm guessing pulling the trigger and just going for that kiss will come into the sub later on but then as I get more comfortable and confident within myself it'll happen anyway.
I've been having really vivid dreams when I do dream since starting the sub. I've been listening to woman magnet for about 30 days now, stage 1 only and I've had 3 really vivid dreams in that time. Two were about the zombie take-over dream I mentioned earlier and another dream I had 2 nights previous was about Dad dying. This really shook me and brought up a lot of emotion to the point where I was waking up in tears. For me this is a big thing because I don't cry at all and it's hard to get me emotional as well. I'm just gonna assume this has to do with my subconscious dealing with the sub, great to know it's working haha.
