Jake's UMOP 1 & UMOP 2 - **CLOSED**

[Jake2015]

update 1 - ephiphany

I am not motivated to start

My issue I now realise is starting. Once I start im resigned to my fate and continue and then im probably in the zone but starting is my issue.

I also realised that once I do some study I dont return back to it, there is a sense of accomplishment and due to this I seem to give myself a whole years break lol

Even though studying is my primary goal, I am procrastinating on starting to exercise, or sit and plan my diet plan as I have some ideas from speaking to my online personal trainer.

I am procrastinating on taking my daily supplements.

I am procrastinating on doing my daily rehab that my doctor gave me - some stretching.

So even though I havent ever really listed all my goals, I have alot I want to do and these are my indicators for this sub.

I am lazy until someone gets me out of that, such as a friend motivating me to go to the gym as happened once this past week, or the same friend coming to mine and suddenly maybe suggesting we do something.

I feel when someone such as my friend comes over then I have to stop all i do and be a good host thus then that host is able to inject their goal into my time such as go gym, go to a strip club or study. I do say no at times and he doesnt always push for all this.

my point is that im not motivated and on the contrary today I feel less and less :/