11-30-2018, 08:46 AM
Fri 30 November
Today is Day 68 of UMOP in total & Day 11 of the New UMOP2 = 68:11
Day 1 of Cycle 3
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As per my post above, @Shannon has confirmed FRM is working
)))))) HAPPY DAYS!!!!!
I dont know how long now it will take but its a start and I cant wait for it to dig deeper.
So today has been uneventful it seems.
Woke late because slept late. Slept at 5am woke at 2pm.
Rushed out at 4.30pm due to bills needing to be paid which I only realised due to my phone being cut off - it shouldnt have been but that is the system here.
From 2-4pm I was in bed watching youtube vines and just getting warm.
I came home from the -4 to -6 Degrees C outside after paying phone and utilities bills and decided to order a hot pakistani curry from a restaurant that delivers.
He will be delivering that late so until then ill have something warm to eat.
Thoughts. I keep thinking I can do the task I need to, such as study or anything else but unless its an emergency (as today with the bills) or a deadline I am not moving into action yet.
I think this shows me that this is me using willpower. I use willpower which is a temporary boost of motivation to get a task done, but I dont have subconscious motivation to stay on a task from start to finish early on.
Anyway not sure what else to share but just hoping I can work with FRM and get deeper into my mind.
Today is Day 68 of UMOP in total & Day 11 of the New UMOP2 = 68:11
Day 1 of Cycle 3
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
As per my post above, @Shannon has confirmed FRM is working
)))))) HAPPY DAYS!!!!!I dont know how long now it will take but its a start and I cant wait for it to dig deeper.
So today has been uneventful it seems.
Woke late because slept late. Slept at 5am woke at 2pm.
Rushed out at 4.30pm due to bills needing to be paid which I only realised due to my phone being cut off - it shouldnt have been but that is the system here.
From 2-4pm I was in bed watching youtube vines and just getting warm.
I came home from the -4 to -6 Degrees C outside after paying phone and utilities bills and decided to order a hot pakistani curry from a restaurant that delivers.
He will be delivering that late so until then ill have something warm to eat.
Thoughts. I keep thinking I can do the task I need to, such as study or anything else but unless its an emergency (as today with the bills) or a deadline I am not moving into action yet.
I think this shows me that this is me using willpower. I use willpower which is a temporary boost of motivation to get a task done, but I dont have subconscious motivation to stay on a task from start to finish early on.
Anyway not sure what else to share but just hoping I can work with FRM and get deeper into my mind.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
