Jake's UMOP 1 & UMOP 2 - **CLOSED**

[Jake2015]

update 4:

Time: 3.12am

So I ate, and spoke messaged my friend about the gym tomorrow. Its feeling more real, and this got me motivated to finish off the remainder of my unpacking which I now realise I was procrastinating on.

CHANGE

I have done it all and also ate first which I forgot to mention.

All I have to do tomorrow is wake up, shower, figure out what I want to wear at the gym and what I want to do and then go meet up with him, provided he is still going which he said he will be.

I realised also that as usual I am more motivated at night than in the day which has been the case since my last update.

CHANGE

Overall no change, no dreams or change in behaviour, no change in feelings, no change it seems in thoughts, no fears that I can notice being dealt with and overall my lack of motivation Vs my motivation seems to be consistent for now.

Are you kidding me!?

@RTBoss I can see why it seems the way it did to you but anyone following my journals will know, that:

1) I get motivated at night. Shannon has said this is due to fear and leads me to procrastinate in the day and thus then get into the zone to work at night as was the case.

2) The motivation this time came from speaking to my friend, who has been on my case for 2-3 years to get into the gym.

None of the above has been any different to my normal routine, behaviour or trends and thus I can say there has so far been no obvious change to me but I know its only early days but im providing all data that I can in the hope that it helps me and Shannon and others too.