Wed 21 November
Today is Day 59 of UMOP in total & Day 2 of the New UMOP2 = 59:2
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Today had to wake up and go to a running shop to get some footwear which I did.
I got home, made breakfast for me and dad, as he stayed home today and said he was going to cook.
I felt as if I was doing things, as in taking some action, simply by coming home and not being tired when making the breakfast of fried eggs for dad and me.
I ate, then got up to clear and tidy up even though I may normally just sit and chill after eating.
Anyway then it seems I knew I had things to do but I was wasting time on Tinder. I had a 50% 1 month discount offer so went for it as I've never paid for tinder ever and never used its features. Im a single man so dont judge lol
Anyway i've been getting matches and thus chatting to girls from there so thats taken and taking my focus. Its actually pissing me off because im not focusing on what I wanted to do but im also enjoying it.
I have 2 girls, 1 wants to date another wants to be my slave :/ anyway these girls I've been chatting to for 2 days and though not relevant to this sub still mentioning incase its data.
I then got to my laptop and though i have tried to get on with things and I am getting 1 thing done after another, from emails to other bits and bobs, im def wasting alot of time on tinder and on snapchat with the 2 girls mentioned above, as well as others. Its taken me hours to do what should only take 15-30mins max.
I had no dreams lastnight at all and no other changes or feelings to note.
Summary:
Doing some things. Could be due to the fact that I am flying back to Europe in 2 days, so as usual im getting into some action now.
I am doing thing but slowly and without focus, or rather short diffused focus.
I had no dreams.
Today is Day 59 of UMOP in total & Day 2 of the New UMOP2 = 59:2
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Today had to wake up and go to a running shop to get some footwear which I did.
I got home, made breakfast for me and dad, as he stayed home today and said he was going to cook.
I felt as if I was doing things, as in taking some action, simply by coming home and not being tired when making the breakfast of fried eggs for dad and me.
I ate, then got up to clear and tidy up even though I may normally just sit and chill after eating.
Anyway then it seems I knew I had things to do but I was wasting time on Tinder. I had a 50% 1 month discount offer so went for it as I've never paid for tinder ever and never used its features. Im a single man so dont judge lol
Anyway i've been getting matches and thus chatting to girls from there so thats taken and taking my focus. Its actually pissing me off because im not focusing on what I wanted to do but im also enjoying it.
I have 2 girls, 1 wants to date another wants to be my slave :/ anyway these girls I've been chatting to for 2 days and though not relevant to this sub still mentioning incase its data.
I then got to my laptop and though i have tried to get on with things and I am getting 1 thing done after another, from emails to other bits and bobs, im def wasting alot of time on tinder and on snapchat with the 2 girls mentioned above, as well as others. Its taken me hours to do what should only take 15-30mins max.
I had no dreams lastnight at all and no other changes or feelings to note.
Summary:
Doing some things. Could be due to the fact that I am flying back to Europe in 2 days, so as usual im getting into some action now.
I am doing thing but slowly and without focus, or rather short diffused focus.
I had no dreams.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days