I got allot of issues I need to fix, Please help me decide what route to take.

[Raykon]

It's been a very eventful last 6 years, I went from youngin who only cared about women & my biggest desire in life was to have a beautiful women as my girlfriend & have sex with beautiful women. 

I ended up achieving those goals, after using these subs for a long time, I ended up dating many beautiful women and being in a relationship with 2 women 6 and 8 years older then me. 

I learned allot about myself & although I still love sex & women, my desire for a GF or women is not overpowering like it was in the past, I care about money more then women now, My first gf I realized how important it is to have money in a relationship, and I was broke for a large portion of it, 

I ended up starting my own Landscaping/Junk Removal business & was doing really well, my life felt perfect at the time. 

Lately my life has went downhill, I have very strong anxiety , social anxiety & avoidance behavior. I don't like to see my friends or go to family parties. 

I have OCD, I believe Adhd, depression & mild bipolar tendencies. 

I was on some medication for a couple years and I didn't notice too much of a benefit, that being said I think it made me feel better slightly. I'm going to the doctor today to try a new medication that one of my friends says really changed his life, "abilify".


My anxiety is so crippling that I been feeling suicidal lately. I hate having social anxiety as its affecting my work. I have times where people call me or text me because they want a junk removal job done & I have so much anxiety that I ignore it.  

I think allot of my depression/anxiety is financial worries & feeling like I'm getting older & not being successful. (i'm 25 years old, I know thats "young" but i feel like im getting old"

Doing Magic Mushrooms, DMT & LSD this summer seemed to have really helped me, my anxiety was at an all time low & I felt really good about myself & my social anxiety wasn't as crippling as it is now.


I have EPHRA v2, AM v6, DMSI, UMS, Anxiety Relief

I don't know what to do, AM v6 changed my life when I used it back when I was 19, I became a better version of myself and it gave me a emotional maturity that I had been lacking. 

I'm not sure if I should do another run of AM v6, or do EPHRA for the first time.

I have allot of PTSD, from going to jail and from hanging around certain people, (I was robbed at knife point a few weeks ago, and I've seen some really fucked up shit & been to hell and back)

I feel beta right now and my confidence is lacking, I don't feel as strong as I was before. 

Honestly the only reason I haven't committed suicide is because of my family/friends & not wanting to cause them grief, and also the fact that I know that I have HOPE, I'm an attractive guy, and ive been depressed before in my life, and Ive seen myself come out of it before. 

My anxiety is worse now then ever & I really hope this medication works. 

My gut is telling me AM v6 would be good for me, that being said, the fact that it's "lower technology" makes me not want to use it, makes me feel like im wasting my time. 

Is that a stupid way to look at it? Considering AM was very powerful for me when I used it in the past?

DMSI I had good results too but it didn't make me feel like a powerful man the way that AM did. I did however get some good results and my first GF because of it.

I had some insane results on Sex Magnet 6 years ago, only did 3 stages but I was setting up dates, almost had a threesome and attracting women was easy for me. Much better results than DMSI TBH.

What do you guys think I should do? I want to commit to something but I can't afford to waste any time.

[RTBoss]

Hey man, sorry to hear about your rough patch. I'd recommend E4 or OF 5.75G. Both are 8-month commitments. If you've never run EPHRA before, it's really helpful when run as your sole focus. That said, OF is pretty awesome, too. There's also always LTU6.

[fab10]

First, see a specialist. A good specialist if you can: there are many options, don’t assume that what worked for your friend will work for you. There could be safer alternatives to the drug you mention, with less side effects. Obviously, only your specialist can determine which med is appropriate for you but I would not insist on that particular medication if I were you.  (This is not medical advice, it’s commonly accepted advice for patients.)

Then, I second RTBoss’s advice:
Option 1: OF - focuses mostly on fear which includes  anxiety, that seems to be your main issue, or
Option 2: E4 for a broader approach, it will also target fear and anxiety but no so strongly, but otoh covers other areas as well. You might want to read E4’s description.

I would not do AM, it’s old technology and does not focus on your urgent issues.

Edit: after re-reading your message, I think OF is your best bet, I see lots of fear in almost every issue you mention.

If you choose OF - be aware that you will probably get a lot of resistance in the form of doubt, unwillingness to continue, desire to switch to another sub, etc. Just do it, commit to following the instructions for the whole 8 months and don’t doubt yourself or the sub.

[tolgaocal80]

hey @Raykon , how are you man, firstly you are young but that does'nt mean you will be that age forever, so your concerns about getting old and not being successfull is fully normal, especially a man with a big goal like yours. I got this concerns too because I have a big goal too. Believe that you can make it happen., find what you should do and focus on that.

AM is a masterpiece, still a masterpiece. It is really helpfull for most problems especially when it comes to self-esteem and self-succient but it is a long term sub.
AM is showing itself in run 1. starting to work in run2. and installing in brain in run3 or so. at least this was for me.
Lower tech doesn't mean it is bad, it is still effective.

But you know some stages of AM may make things worse, it may birng up more emotional states within you.
ARA or E4 is my vote.

And I can say one thing from what I see aronud my friends: I am not giving you medical advice cause I not a doctor but
ASAP don't use any treatment that will control your emotional behaviours with chancing ,inhibiting some reseptors , like prozac. things will get worse with that way, don't listen doctors much. Giving patients big pills really makes them happy, most of doctors really don't know how drugs works. They don't know what is causing your problems but they give you inhibitors anyway.
Meditation is a lot more powerfull than this treatments.

[fab10]

Shannon said that ARA has been fully superseded by OF.

[Raykon]

Shannon said that ARA has been fully superseded by OF.

overcome fear is better then anxiety relief?

[fab10]

Yes, it includes ARA and goes above and beyond it. I wish I could find the post but my search skills suck. Shannon said that a month ago or so, maybe you can find it.

[DarkTempatation]

@Raykon  very sorry to hear this! positivity and prayers for you. your 'KEY' target at this current moment of time should be to fix and heal yourself fix your mind. - Peace of mind is everything. E4 is a good shout, or even OF 5.5g
Believe in yourself this is just a cycle and it will PASS. Start going out more if you can, Meditation, and Nature.
So the main priority is your mental wellbeing and then things will come later E.g. Women. You have to be whole and complete first before you want a woman? All the Best!

[CatMan]

Hey, old friend.

Abilify is a drug my brother used to help treat his issues with Schizophrenia. His body developed a tolerance as it often does for these drugs annoyingly, so it lost it's effectiveness over time. It's successful for many many people. If not, there are other options. Best of luck.

I'm using OF 5.75G. So far so good on it. From that sub onward, seems possible that these new subs have turned a corner for most people.

All the best man.