01-19-2017, 11:00 AM
Design goal achieved.
Just received a text from the boxing coach's daughter. She OUTRIGHT said that she wants me to find a way to get her alone and spend all night f*cking her.
Exact words: "I want you to find out a way to carve some 'alone time' with me so you can fuck me all night."
I want to make this very clear. VERY CLEAR. This is not any kind of "placebo b*llshit." In all the years of my life, I have never had a woman outright tell me this over text. Yes, I've gotten laid a lot, but those stories were more like the sh*t you'd see on the Red Pill, or a PUA forum, where I had to plot, strategize and plan. Never have I had a woman say, "find a way to f*ck me."
This happened AFTER I stopped running the sub for five days. Even though I don't feel the acute internals anymore, I'm clearly getting some strong externals. Getting women staring at me, going out of their way to help me at the gym. In fact, the new woman that works at the gym came to watch me hit the heavy bag. Then when I started talking to her, she giggled and said I smelled like "aggression." But, the look in her face was clearly, "I want to take you to the bathroom and I want you to rail me."
But... the bathrooms were full and I'm on a schedule today. ANYWAY -- for those of you still waiting to pull the trigger, get in now while the price is still low and GET TO CLEARING. Now that the emotional shield is weakening (because I'm no longer refreshing it everyday), I can use mental alchemy to see what's been changed.
The list is so long that I don't know where to start. I keep wanting to update this thread, but I get overwhelmed and run away, lol. It's THAT big. But here's a few things:
I'm no longer autodisqualifying myself when it comes to beautiful women. Same with job opportunities and partnerships with people that I feel are "above me." I'm applying for very high quality, prestigious positions. Even if I don't get them, it shows that I'm valuing myself much higher.
I'm healing quicker, I'm fighting more aggressively and without fear and I'm developing a "fighter's instinct." To me, this is a sign of increased testosterone and the such.
Etc. More later.
I'm arranging for that "alone time" to go down next Friday. She's been waiting 24 years to get a good dick down (she's a virgin) and I might as well be the one to give it to her.
Just received a text from the boxing coach's daughter. She OUTRIGHT said that she wants me to find a way to get her alone and spend all night f*cking her.
Exact words: "I want you to find out a way to carve some 'alone time' with me so you can fuck me all night."
I want to make this very clear. VERY CLEAR. This is not any kind of "placebo b*llshit." In all the years of my life, I have never had a woman outright tell me this over text. Yes, I've gotten laid a lot, but those stories were more like the sh*t you'd see on the Red Pill, or a PUA forum, where I had to plot, strategize and plan. Never have I had a woman say, "find a way to f*ck me."
This happened AFTER I stopped running the sub for five days. Even though I don't feel the acute internals anymore, I'm clearly getting some strong externals. Getting women staring at me, going out of their way to help me at the gym. In fact, the new woman that works at the gym came to watch me hit the heavy bag. Then when I started talking to her, she giggled and said I smelled like "aggression." But, the look in her face was clearly, "I want to take you to the bathroom and I want you to rail me."
But... the bathrooms were full and I'm on a schedule today. ANYWAY -- for those of you still waiting to pull the trigger, get in now while the price is still low and GET TO CLEARING. Now that the emotional shield is weakening (because I'm no longer refreshing it everyday), I can use mental alchemy to see what's been changed.
The list is so long that I don't know where to start. I keep wanting to update this thread, but I get overwhelmed and run away, lol. It's THAT big. But here's a few things:
I'm no longer autodisqualifying myself when it comes to beautiful women. Same with job opportunities and partnerships with people that I feel are "above me." I'm applying for very high quality, prestigious positions. Even if I don't get them, it shows that I'm valuing myself much higher.
I'm healing quicker, I'm fighting more aggressively and without fear and I'm developing a "fighter's instinct." To me, this is a sign of increased testosterone and the such.
Etc. More later.
I'm arranging for that "alone time" to go down next Friday. She's been waiting 24 years to get a good dick down (she's a virgin) and I might as well be the one to give it to her.
