Grenade's Journey..

[Grenade]

nop nop, was not a great idea to stop ultra success - i slipped into alot of negativity after and lost what felt like a fantastic flow state. so I'm back on it, with max learning on all night ans ultra success during the day.

Ultra success is great but its quite important to have a good idea of exactly what you want success in. I forced myself to sit down and work out exactly what my lifes direction should be and its really tough - I want to get it down to a clear point, some kind of guiding vision for success which i can steer towards every time i'm blown off course but how to choose one thing when desires are endless and often contradicting?

The answer still eludes me, my definite major purpose is kind of there but somehow not quite clicking its not satisfactory. I imagine you know when you've found it because it should become all consuming, with everything else as a sideshow.

I'm really looking forward to the Alpha Male Program - from what I've read it will end my preocupation with trivial matters and make me truly my own man, and give me the personal self esteem to pursue my goals relentlessly.

I'm planning my next few years around this now. Alpha male one and two for a whole year after June. though I would love to get this success programming completely entrenched. Is there any indication on if/when ultra success 5g and maxlearn 5g might come out? since these are probably the priority it would be good to get these down before am - otherwise i'm gonna stay the course and jump into am somewhere at the end of June.

Peace..

G

[Grenade]

Continuing with the Ultra Success and Max Learning 'stack'. I'm doubtless about how beneficial Ultra Success is. You will focus on doing things better, and things are somehow achieved much easier. If I use it whilst studying or working, I find things seem to flow much better - I just go towards getting things done in the best way I can.

This does not mean that it somehow breaks the bad habits of a lifetime. I'm quite irritated with myself at the moment with being behind on deadlines and generally being abit of a loser amongst my peer group - things are better, yes, in as much as my own personal work is improving and I'm thinking long term about where this sub will take me - indeed, where I will take me, the problems of the moment are hard to over come still in that my somewhat late start means that in the masters program i'm doing, where I was supposed to make lots of contacts, I'm probably seen as the least organised and capable, perhaps even a joke by some, and that hurts.

Losses of the past still smart, but the gains of the future are coming, I can feel it.

I know theres a few older people here who perhaps found these subs later on in life, does anyone have any thoughts on letting go of the feeling that you're a 'late starter' in the game?

I two months until exams are over. Then I'm back to work, in all likelihood at a new job. I'm tempted to take something relatively easy going, job wise so that I can work on myself some more at the same time, but I worry that this is just 'holding life off'.

I wonder, has anyone suffered any real problems with using subs like the Alpha Male program when working? I normally work in an office environment where diplomacy and tact are paramount as well as real competence. The latter is what I really need to develop, but at the same time, feeling like I'm not my own man is an issue. The people around me, family, need me to be a real man and a leader who they can depend on and currently I'm just not that.

Back to the Sub, US is great I just need to somehow eliminate the laziness and negativity which dog my steps as I travel through the months ahead with it.

[Tiesto]

I feel after completing AM 5.0 I keep getting thoughts of leaving work, and work for myself, it gets on my nerves that I have to work for someone else, especially if they don't show respect to the people helping them.. But like what you said, I also need to develop a good working habit, and real competence..

Maybe it is fear right now that is preventing me from ditching my current job, and maybe it is also lack of clarity where I should go, and what I should do after I quit my job..

I'm doing OGSF and LM now, I hope these two subs can assist me in finding my next path..

[Shannon]

Make sure you have a place to land, before you jump into working for yourself. If you jump all or nothing. Like I did.

Or, you can do it now, while you have a job, and use your job to fund your new business for a while.

[Tiesto]

Yes, that's right Shannon, I feel like having some unknown resistance for success, I think its gotta do with fear, guilt, and shame, and feeling not good enough or capable enough to be a successful entrepreneur..

[Shannon]

Success is a matter of choice and planning. Anyone can succeed, as long as they choose a definitive goal, plan out how to get from Point A to Point B, and then break down that plan into bite sized chunks and apply action. It's pretty simple, actually.