01-14-2014, 12:46 PM
huge breakthrough this morning - andrew woke me up for an appointment i didn't have
and i
stayed, calm, centred and forgiving. when talking about it mlater i said to tasha, 'i was
thinking about getting annoyed but i decided not to cos it's not worth it' - usually i'd
get really annoyed and start shouting about it - epic progress - day 14 of of LTU (has it been 2 weeks already??).
and 2 ppl were rude to me on the bus, i just laughed and went about doing what i was doing. success again. and ivy told me to stop posting on her wall lol. i'd usually get angry about all these things but today i just laughed.
admittedly there was a little tug inside me to get angry on several but i didn't. still, for 2 weeks of ltu, awesome!
also feeling a lot more authentic, true to my self, my ideals.
how much of this i can attribute directly to LTU, is hard to say - there are 'other' factors. where i have 'other' think 'Bashar'
and i stayed, calm, centred and forgiving. when talking about it mlater i said to tasha, 'i was
thinking about getting annoyed but i decided not to cos it's not worth it' - usually i'd
get really annoyed and start shouting about it - epic progress - day 14 of of LTU (has it been 2 weeks already??).
and 2 ppl were rude to me on the bus, i just laughed and went about doing what i was doing. success again. and ivy told me to stop posting on her wall lol. i'd usually get angry about all these things but today i just laughed.
admittedly there was a little tug inside me to get angry on several but i didn't. still, for 2 weeks of ltu, awesome!
also feeling a lot more authentic, true to my self, my ideals.
how much of this i can attribute directly to LTU, is hard to say - there are 'other' factors. where i have 'other' think 'Bashar'
