(03-26-2012, 01:34 PM)Shannon Wrote:(03-26-2012, 12:22 PM)The GK Wrote:(03-20-2012, 03:54 AM)Shannon Wrote: GK, have you used any other programs besides AM or SM? Did you get this lack of motivation from them too? The lack of motivation can only be a passive form of resistance from a subconscious that does not have any other way to resist. You say you got this from both AM and SM, what are you resisting? This is very perplexing.
If you are sure this is the cause of the problem, I suggest you stop using it and focus on school instead. Now I am very curious, though, why you are resisting these programs like this. Do you have any ideas?
Yes, I am sure. BIATW and ASC, but they didn't seem to have that negative effect on me. With AM, I had the problem mostly with stage 3 and later.
The only thing that comes to mind is that I hate taking orders. That was actually something I developed during AM, and is somewhat fading away. Or I think it will always be there, but more in the background.
Anyway, I plan to take at least a few days more off the program. What is the maximum numbers of days that I can be of the program, while still be able to continue from where I left?
Four or five. But you'll need to add 1.5 times the number you miss to the end to make up for them if it's more than two days.
It has been 5 days since I've been of SM. I have a lot more energy. Also, I feel smarter in day to day life. I am more relaxed in all situations and socially I've been interacting better, a sence of flow.
So all in all, I feel better. BUT, some of the "soul-less" feeling is still there and that's very defeating. So my question is, is that a side effect of quiting half way through? Will it help if I complete the whole program?
