03-22-2020, 09:38 AM
Day 7 of bloom: Tomorrow, carpetbombing begins again.
I was incorrect when I believed that I had conquered my fear of death. I have not. This fear of death is VERY strong and I am learning that my whole energy body is fucked because of it. I am HORRIBLY ungrounded. In fact, I notice this to be the case FOR MOST PEOPLE. We all fear death I think. Death of the body, the ego, whatever. But we fear death. Not literally everyone, but A LOT of us, myself included most definitely.
The answer is to PROCESS the fear by allowing it to raise to my conscious awareness and experience it fully. I need to GET INTO MY BODY and experience my fear. When I lose my fear of the fear, and I allow myself to just experience the emotion, I can process it finally and it can be healed.
@Shannon I would like to ask you about the FRM... I know it is designed to remove our fear and it seems to make it so we aren't aware of the process. Does the FRM stop me from being able to bring the fear up to my awareness and fully experience it for processing? Would I need to stop using your subliminals for a while? Or would using your subliminals help me with the process? OR would they not make a difference? Could you help me to better understand how these subliminals affect my intention to fully process the fear that's driving me, causing me to keep myself horribly ungrounded and generally just causing extreme blockage of my lower three energy centers? My yellow energy center is blocked because no orange ray energy is flowing into it. My orange ray energy center is blocked because no RED ray energy is flowing into it. My Red ray energy center is blocked because I am suppressing this fear instead of processing it. So does FRM make it difficult for me to process, easier or neither? Can you help me understand what effect E3 is having on this situation? Thank you for your time and everything Shannon.
I was incorrect when I believed that I had conquered my fear of death. I have not. This fear of death is VERY strong and I am learning that my whole energy body is fucked because of it. I am HORRIBLY ungrounded. In fact, I notice this to be the case FOR MOST PEOPLE. We all fear death I think. Death of the body, the ego, whatever. But we fear death. Not literally everyone, but A LOT of us, myself included most definitely.
The answer is to PROCESS the fear by allowing it to raise to my conscious awareness and experience it fully. I need to GET INTO MY BODY and experience my fear. When I lose my fear of the fear, and I allow myself to just experience the emotion, I can process it finally and it can be healed.
@Shannon I would like to ask you about the FRM... I know it is designed to remove our fear and it seems to make it so we aren't aware of the process. Does the FRM stop me from being able to bring the fear up to my awareness and fully experience it for processing? Would I need to stop using your subliminals for a while? Or would using your subliminals help me with the process? OR would they not make a difference? Could you help me to better understand how these subliminals affect my intention to fully process the fear that's driving me, causing me to keep myself horribly ungrounded and generally just causing extreme blockage of my lower three energy centers? My yellow energy center is blocked because no orange ray energy is flowing into it. My orange ray energy center is blocked because no RED ray energy is flowing into it. My Red ray energy center is blocked because I am suppressing this fear instead of processing it. So does FRM make it difficult for me to process, easier or neither? Can you help me understand what effect E3 is having on this situation? Thank you for your time and everything Shannon.
