01-15-2017, 09:12 AM
DAY 21
If this is resistance I didn't expected to face a similar situation of 6 years ago with the same kind of attachment and neediness that's pretty painful to be aware of...
During my play time on an Online dating forum I started a conversation with an hot woman (by my standards) and with just few questions and answers she proposed a meeting and gave me her whatsapp contact.
We started to chat intensively in very fun way through Whatsapp while building slowly into some photo shares, a skype call and also sexual jokes between us.
I just find painful to "re-face" something so needy and attached to a woman who I never met in person and I think that EHPRA 2.0 has found the most unexpected way to put this body/mind in this both uncomfortable/lovely situation.
I just hope it's only a healing/clearing way to face a deep wound that I thought I had passed.
Th good thing is that I'm developing/training my sexting excalation in a more natural and playful way.
If this is resistance I didn't expected to face a similar situation of 6 years ago with the same kind of attachment and neediness that's pretty painful to be aware of...
During my play time on an Online dating forum I started a conversation with an hot woman (by my standards) and with just few questions and answers she proposed a meeting and gave me her whatsapp contact.
We started to chat intensively in very fun way through Whatsapp while building slowly into some photo shares, a skype call and also sexual jokes between us.
I just find painful to "re-face" something so needy and attached to a woman who I never met in person and I think that EHPRA 2.0 has found the most unexpected way to put this body/mind in this both uncomfortable/lovely situation.
I just hope it's only a healing/clearing way to face a deep wound that I thought I had passed.
Th good thing is that I'm developing/training my sexting excalation in a more natural and playful way.
