04-27-2019, 04:34 AM
31 nights of E3, 3 loops a night, hybrid, speakers.
I had two dates this week lol. One on Monday and one last night. I have been visualising consistently and the girl I met on Monday was the manifestation of before I started my visualising and the one last night was a manifestation from me visualising and I could see a huge difference between them in a multitude of ways. Last night was awesome, had a lot of fun and we are super compatible and she makes me laugh a lot. She is tall and slim and I felt inspired to kiss her last night, so what more can I ask for. I have to say I am really good at manifesting new relationships and this time I have really manifested a girl on my wave length, so I am happy that I have developed a process that works. All I need to do now is actually use the same process for different areas of life. But women side of things so much more fun and my sexual energy makes it easy to be consistent and my penis drives me towards it. Anyway, I am meeting up with her next week again.
This last week or so I have been super tired and not been as motivated to take action towards my goals. Maybe because of the whole woman thing, but I keep telling myself I can have both simultaneously which makes me feel so much more better and allows me to trust things to unfold in that way or something even better. I'll be able to make progress with both I believe, I do want to enjoy my life too and with this girl I am enjoying for sure
I do feel more highly of myself for sure, I do feel more in love with myself, I do feel more compassion for other humans, I do feel more adaptable and becoming aware of insights that allows me to be more adaptable in my mindset, thoughts and emotions. I do feel more comfortable within myself.
I notice not all of it is automatic, I seem to be using my conscious mind to direct my focus on a moment to moment basis (When I am aware), so it is not something that is happening automatically per say, but obviously with these kinds of habits taking form, it is only a matter of time before these things become more automatic.
I had two dates this week lol. One on Monday and one last night. I have been visualising consistently and the girl I met on Monday was the manifestation of before I started my visualising and the one last night was a manifestation from me visualising and I could see a huge difference between them in a multitude of ways. Last night was awesome, had a lot of fun and we are super compatible and she makes me laugh a lot. She is tall and slim and I felt inspired to kiss her last night, so what more can I ask for. I have to say I am really good at manifesting new relationships and this time I have really manifested a girl on my wave length, so I am happy that I have developed a process that works. All I need to do now is actually use the same process for different areas of life. But women side of things so much more fun and my sexual energy makes it easy to be consistent and my penis drives me towards it. Anyway, I am meeting up with her next week again.
This last week or so I have been super tired and not been as motivated to take action towards my goals. Maybe because of the whole woman thing, but I keep telling myself I can have both simultaneously which makes me feel so much more better and allows me to trust things to unfold in that way or something even better. I'll be able to make progress with both I believe, I do want to enjoy my life too and with this girl I am enjoying for sure
I do feel more highly of myself for sure, I do feel more in love with myself, I do feel more compassion for other humans, I do feel more adaptable and becoming aware of insights that allows me to be more adaptable in my mindset, thoughts and emotions. I do feel more comfortable within myself.
I notice not all of it is automatic, I seem to be using my conscious mind to direct my focus on a moment to moment basis (When I am aware), so it is not something that is happening automatically per say, but obviously with these kinds of habits taking form, it is only a matter of time before these things become more automatic.
