06-18-2016, 11:06 AM
Day 11
As I suspected, I have not been noticing much results. This is not to suggest E2 is not working for me. Far from it - the naturaliser is very intense with me. I seem to forget how I was like, sort of suffering from (good) amnesia. lol. It's only when I do something differently that I go "Uh? Where did that come from?!"
About two days ago I noticed I had a longer neck when I looked into the mirror. This happened more than a couple of times before I realised it was because of a change in my posture. I now walk with my chin up like never before in my life. This has become normal for me, and I struggle to consciously walk with my head down. Good times! I think this will further help me in being congruent when I start using AOSI/magnets.
I had a dream yesterday in which I met a friend I had not seen in ages. He asked me what I was doing with my life and I started of by telling lies as I was ashamed I had not achieved much for myself after all these years. However, I caught myself and said "fvck it" and was honest with him. I did not care what he thought about me anymore. I was real with him about the challenges I was going through. I woke up feeling encouraged as I noticed a burden - the need to prove myself to everyone - is being lifted.
As I suspected, I have not been noticing much results. This is not to suggest E2 is not working for me. Far from it - the naturaliser is very intense with me. I seem to forget how I was like, sort of suffering from (good) amnesia. lol. It's only when I do something differently that I go "Uh? Where did that come from?!"
About two days ago I noticed I had a longer neck when I looked into the mirror. This happened more than a couple of times before I realised it was because of a change in my posture. I now walk with my chin up like never before in my life. This has become normal for me, and I struggle to consciously walk with my head down. Good times! I think this will further help me in being congruent when I start using AOSI/magnets.
I had a dream yesterday in which I met a friend I had not seen in ages. He asked me what I was doing with my life and I started of by telling lies as I was ashamed I had not achieved much for myself after all these years. However, I caught myself and said "fvck it" and was honest with him. I did not care what he thought about me anymore. I was real with him about the challenges I was going through. I woke up feeling encouraged as I noticed a burden - the need to prove myself to everyone - is being lifted.
Confront your problems. Walk away from BS. Seek wisdom to know the difference.
