@IronSmooth : yeah.. thank you for the reminder .. i will keep that in mind and lets see whether i can overcome my resistance easily or not..
Day :6 - 24/5/2014
listened to the ASC sub for 5 hours last night, two hours at noon and two hours at today evening through headphones.
i am damn nervous in social conditions. i feel insecure while socializing.
at home i was relaxed and was making people laugh but it was opposite when i was socializing, i couldnt understand it, why!!!
other noticeable behavior change, i was giving importance to my preferences than others considering others too. but i was more important for myself. i usually give more importance to others than myself.
i was feeling resistance in defending myself.
weird thing that happened today : My ex messaged me after six months and i just preferred to not replying her. a beauty in my neighbor copied my whatsapp status , yeah it would be normal for you guys but its kinda weird for me because it never happened before though i have had really awesome statuses at whatsapp lol. see ya :))
Day :6 - 24/5/2014
listened to the ASC sub for 5 hours last night, two hours at noon and two hours at today evening through headphones.
i am damn nervous in social conditions. i feel insecure while socializing.
at home i was relaxed and was making people laugh but it was opposite when i was socializing, i couldnt understand it, why!!!
other noticeable behavior change, i was giving importance to my preferences than others considering others too. but i was more important for myself. i usually give more importance to others than myself.
i was feeling resistance in defending myself.
weird thing that happened today : My ex messaged me after six months and i just preferred to not replying her. a beauty in my neighbor copied my whatsapp status , yeah it would be normal for you guys but its kinda weird for me because it never happened before though i have had really awesome statuses at whatsapp lol. see ya :))
