Deep confusion

[Natious]

I've read your post and all I can say is that the things you are best at in life feel effortless. They also feel pleasurable and rewarding. These are your strongest beliefs. Just listen to subliminals properly, each day, with the right speakers and headphones. After a while, the goal of the program will be your strongest belief. And it will feel effortless and pleasurable to be an Alpha Male.

I can see it being true to an extent, however seeing how people that have achieved success in their lives say that it comes from a lot of hard work makes you believe that hard work is necessary to actually go far. I suppose what I'm looking for isn't the end all equation to success, but rather having the basic mentality or base on which it wouldn't be so damn hard to build these things. I think I just found out what I want to achieve with these subliminals.

To give an example of how this is necessary in order to do what you mentioned, if I find something that seems enjoyable, there's this very similar block that can push me off the rails and convince me the thing isn't for me. So I stop doing that, otherwise it would be like pushing against the stream always feeling like I can't do this right or can't succeed in it in the first place. Feels like being inferior to the challenge, or that it's not even worth trying. So the motivation or enjoyment has left as fast as it has arrived. It doesn't only happen in life, it happens in games as well, so I'm quite certain there's this pattern that keeps showing up.