05-29-2017, 04:30 PM
Alright so I'm almost done with AM6. Here's a link to my current dilemma I'm facing. http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8176-page-10.html
I grew a lot on AM6, but not enough where I've fully embodied being alpha. If I'm honest I could probably do with another run. Despite running 5.0 and 2011 before that, I still have trouble with things. I was originally going to go back to E2, but I bought DMSI because it seemed like it was an even more powerful version of E2. To be honest I don't even care about the aura part, I just want some deep healing and clearing.
So here's my problem. I can rerun AM6, but it's a gamble. It's a gamble because if it doesn't turn out smoother than this run I'll get stuck in the same healing problems I've encountered in the past that caused my life to come to a screeching halt on some stages. I know it sounds like I'm making excuses or avoiding responsibility, but I'm 26 now and I can't afford to waste anymore time wrestling with resistance caused by fear. To me it's foolish to rerun AM6 if I'm not killing the root cause of why I'm resisting it so intensely in the first place. And from my experience the approach of E2 was way way more successful for me than E1. Am6 only having E1 was a bit of a step backwards for me with regards to healing.
I can run stage 7 to reinforce the programming, then run DMSI. But I read that some people can't handle stage 7 and despite all my growth I KNOW that I didn't fully integrate the AM6 programming. So this may be more of a detriment than an improvement to me.
I can run dmsi version A for all the healing benefits. Possible face crushing lows as I clear a bunch of crap away, but make it out the other side enough to run AM6 again or the stage 7 refresher. Or just continue to run it if it significantly improves my life as E2 did for me a while back.
So yeah, that's my dilemma. I'd appreciate it if anybody wants to weigh in and give me their opinion. I need a well rounded perspective on this, not just my own biases.
I grew a lot on AM6, but not enough where I've fully embodied being alpha. If I'm honest I could probably do with another run. Despite running 5.0 and 2011 before that, I still have trouble with things. I was originally going to go back to E2, but I bought DMSI because it seemed like it was an even more powerful version of E2. To be honest I don't even care about the aura part, I just want some deep healing and clearing.
So here's my problem. I can rerun AM6, but it's a gamble. It's a gamble because if it doesn't turn out smoother than this run I'll get stuck in the same healing problems I've encountered in the past that caused my life to come to a screeching halt on some stages. I know it sounds like I'm making excuses or avoiding responsibility, but I'm 26 now and I can't afford to waste anymore time wrestling with resistance caused by fear. To me it's foolish to rerun AM6 if I'm not killing the root cause of why I'm resisting it so intensely in the first place. And from my experience the approach of E2 was way way more successful for me than E1. Am6 only having E1 was a bit of a step backwards for me with regards to healing.
I can run stage 7 to reinforce the programming, then run DMSI. But I read that some people can't handle stage 7 and despite all my growth I KNOW that I didn't fully integrate the AM6 programming. So this may be more of a detriment than an improvement to me.
I can run dmsi version A for all the healing benefits. Possible face crushing lows as I clear a bunch of crap away, but make it out the other side enough to run AM6 again or the stage 7 refresher. Or just continue to run it if it significantly improves my life as E2 did for me a while back.
So yeah, that's my dilemma. I'd appreciate it if anybody wants to weigh in and give me their opinion. I need a well rounded perspective on this, not just my own biases.