12-19-2016, 11:58 AM
Day 15-18 I have been using TS Hybrid MP3 since I was told to stick with one track and that it was more powerful. As usual lets start with track effects on self. Over these past few days I can first say that Shannon is right about the Hybrid power. It has made me very fatigued at times as well as very hungry. I find myself sleeping until mid day after my loops end around 1:30AM while I lay down and relax. This long sleep period leaves me groggy like over sleep plus DMSI fatigue, it can be a bitch. I also noticed that when I ran the sub the last two nights I had conscious thoughts of turning the sub off. I narrowed it down to resistance and kept pushing through my loops. I am glad I did because as I got to the end of my loops I noticed a great amount of relief/relaxation, it felt like I could actually feel the clearing/healing module. I also felt during these last few days that I was more needy with looking for IOIs or interest from women. I figured this was subconscious reaction to wanting women to notice me and will improve with clearing/healing. As for reactions from others, I am getting reactions from people that I really don't care for. I am getting unusual looks from women that are either way older or unattractive, and nothing from women that I would really want to be taken by the sub. Any thoughts? I will add that children seem to be positively effected by the sub. At work I had to deal with children bringing them their food. I had a couples infant child smile at me become more flamboyant with his arms and then hold on to my shirt as if he did not want me to go, it was so unusual even his parents noticed his behavior. Will continue to log when I can and will make sure to log any big changes or events immediately. Any feedback on events will help me and give me more desire to post updates. Thanks. Happy Hunting.
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